her. + bts

twenty;

after we watched the police arrive

we were out

back to the dorms we go

when we got back

we saw one last note

a note that i will never forget

"by now i am most likely gone.

thank you for everything

even if you don't know

what you did right

i still thank you.

the fun conversations

you guys had as you passed by me

gave me happiness,

gave me a reason to go on.

i started writing those letters

to make sure you all

were as happy

and problem free

as you ever could be

because if you were happy

i was happy.

i hope the letters helped.

i hope that i helped.

i always knew you thought

i was pathetic

but don't feel bad.

i don't mind.

just the thought of you

acknowledging me

makes my heart flutter.

just know you are truly amazing.

i love you boys so much

from,

her"

after all of this time

of thinking awful things

of that girl

in reality

the only thing

that had ever kept me going

was that girl

it was

HER