LET ME BE THE ONE

HERE COMES THE...BOOM Part 14

LET ME BE THE ONE

POST14 HERE COMES THE BOOM

WRITTEN HEAVYNLI

August stares at me quietly for a moment....wipes his mouth and gets up and walks out the room....

I sat on the bed frozen..... I wasn't even sure I understood the magnitude of what had slipped between my lips....

I cried and cried so much my eyes were still swollen the following morning....

I slid off the bed and went to the bathroom where I promptly emptied my stomach several times.....

Chay came in the room and say TiTi Trinity you okay....Amaiya and Kay were right behind her.  She tells them go get August. August come running into the room and into the bathroom and instructs the girls to get some ice cold water out of the kitchen

August pulled my hair behind my head and puts a cold rag on my head.... I'm in the bathroom for almost 2 hour before I can even get to my feet.

He scoops me up and places me on the ottoman and runs me a bath and bathes me....

After helping me out and drying me off.... he sits me on the bed and picks out some undergarments and comfy clothes....

I say thank you...for taking care of me.

August pull my hands into  his and says I told you  I always would.... you and my babies.

I try to pull my hand back and he says shhhhhhh Trinity, just hear me out....

I know this situation might seem overwhelming, but I promised I wouldn't leave your side and I won't.... If you want to get married  we can do that.... whatever you want.... please just don't get rid of this gift.

I sigh and say August, why is this, all of this so important at this age for you....

He says I just love you, aight.... please just let me give you what I didn't get to have.... no strings attached.... be loyal and a great mommy, that is all I ask.

I dink my head low, I had so many thoughts going around in my head. Even though I knew he was a good dude, something was just bringing me back to the moments when I got pregnant with Lennox... I don't think August, even realized that I had packed a whole suit case last night in between my crying.

I broke down in tears again and he pulled me close getting soaked up in my sobs....

kissing the back of my head and says its okay love....

For the next 5 days I just walked around in a fog... August, was just waiting to see what my decision was going to be...

He and Lennox were playing on the floor when I came out the bedroom.... I'll be back, mind keeping a eye on Lennox

August baby, what kind of question is that? I got him...

I kiss his cheek love you baby.

Love you too...

Jut as my hand touched the knob, he says see the two of you when you get back...

i opened the door and  went outside to my uber

I make it to my appointment and sit in the waiting room.... after the appointment, i headed to the outlets to shop a little bit...

I come in around 8 and there is dinner on the table...

He say put your bags down and wash your hands...

No... I'm not hungry I say as I circle the table... i grab his shirt and kiss his lips... Mr. Alsina come with me....