Jamilams -love hurts sometimes..but other times its just amazing

forgivness can you inmagin?

"Thomas please..." Alex said barley even over a whisper he sounded broken. "...........look. I love you guys. please you have to understand." Thomas pleaded as his eyes started to stain his cheeks and his face became red from all the crying. Alex stepped back a little. He stared at him with a stone face. "....fine. one more shot. that's all but so help me if you fuck up I will kill you!!!!" Thomas took a sigh of relief he didn't know what just happened but he nodded as if he understood. He did somewhat understand he'll admit that but even so he didn't at the same time. He really didn't know. It wasn't his fault James had done that. He wouldn't admit it but he did like it a little but he had a feeling James knew. Mostly because he hadn't pushed him away but he simply just kissed back. He knew it was wrong...but still...he kissed back and that's what made him feel guilty he hurt them. John can't handle this kind of stuff. "John? Sweat heart...I-I'm sorry...I di-" John almost tackled Thomas with a crushing hug that knocked him off of his feet for a moment. "J-john?" John started sobbing and placing sloppy kisses all over Thomas
Two weeks passed.
"Tommy.." Alex complained as He poked Thomas's cheek to get him up. It was only 10am Hamilton had no reason to be up. He realized John wasn't there. He would usually be in the middle of a what you could call a husband sandwich. Thomas usually had a arm wrapped around Alex and his legs tangled with johns and Alex's. Laurens would go between snaking an arm around Alexs hip and smothering and pretty much acting like a cocoon to Alex. Alex got up and sat on top of his boyfriend and slapped him across the face. "GET THE FUCK UP YOU DUMB ASS!" Thomas's eyes flew open and he shot up and stared at the angry smol bean on top of him. Alex glared at him. Thomas returned the favor and pushed him off.
Thomas looked around the rooms for his pants and decided to go
With some sweat pants he decided he
Didn't need a t-shirt he grabbed a hoodie and walked out the room.he walked out the apartment to find John. He walked to the Coffie shop and non of the lest there he was. Thomas entered the shop awkwardly and when the lady asked if he wanted anything he blew her off and told her to forget about it. He tip toed up to his boyfriend and jumped on the back on johns chair. John let out a horrified squeal and swung backwards and put Thomas in a head lock them froze. ".....t-t-Tommy!? WHAT THE FUCK!?" Thomas smirked and stud up making himself to be noticeably taller then him. John stepped back a little a glared at him "Not funny." He mumbled a he sat back  in his chair.

(A/n okaaay I am so sorry guys!!!!!! When I was over at my friend Sadies  house I made a new chapter but sense I was texting my ex at the time I got side tracked then raven showed up then another human then ....yeahhhhh it was a gay mess)