Every Woman Wants Love

In The Eyes Of A Mother (Pt.37)

Tasha's POV

Me, Rick , Man-Man , Ms.Bailey and The others were all gathered in the waiting room preparing ourselves for the news on Regina. I felt so terrible because I let my anger get In the way of being there for her. Maybe if I was there then I could have saved her and she wouldn't be in this tragic situation. Rick was very emotional he was crying and so was Ms.Bailey. I could understand why he was crying and I wanted to cry too but I had to be strong. Regina's a fighter I know she'll push through it no matter what the Doctors say. Just as I was about to ask a Nurse about her I saw a surgeon approaching us in the waiting room. He had on a Long white Doctors lab coat and his name tag read Dr. Taylor Jean. He had a clip board in one hand and the other was in his pocket. As he approached us he slightly smiled and greeted everyone. " Please tell me she's not gone." Regina's mother Ms. Bailey said. Everyone including myself stood up to see what he had to say. " Regina was shot just a few inches away from her heart and we did not think she was going to make it during surgery." Said the Doctor. Rick stood up and with watery eyes he dropped down to his knees. " IS SHE GONE !?" he yelled in a sad tone of voice. I knelt down and placed my hand on his shoulder. " It's okay I know in my heart she's going to make it." I whispered to him. B and Sky had tears in their eyes as they looked at the doctor. " She sure is a strong woman... She died twice during the surgery but thanks to our nurse Ms. Hanson she survived! Now she may slip into a coma but it'll be fine... we're going to make sure she heals properly... you guys may go visit her."  Dr. Jean said. I sighed in relief and gave him a hug. " Thank you for saving her." I said to him turning around to the others. Man Man grabbed Ms.Bailey and hugged her tightly. " SEE I TOLD YOU MA ! I TOLD YOU! " He said crying tears of joy as he held on to her. B and Sky gave me a hug and kissed my forehead. " I'm sorry I wasn't there like I should have been... I'm so sorry i let my anger get In the way... It's my fault." I said to them as tears fell from my eyes. Deep down inside I was hurt at the fact I left her alone. I couldn't fathom the thought of not having her next to me and if it wasn't for the doctors and nurses she wouldn't be here. I felt like a horrible fucking companion. How could I just leave my best friend? I cried harder as I thought about what I had done. She wouldn't have done that to me so why did I do it to her? A million questions clouded my mind as I held B and Sky in my arms. " It's ok girl it's not your fault ok so don't feel like that." Sky said whispering in my ear. " Lets go see her." Rick said getting up from floor and wiping his eyes. I let the girls go and followed Rick as he walked away down the hall to her room. Ms. Bailey and Man Man never let each other go. When we made it to Regina's room we all peeked in before proceeding. We let Regina's mother go in first out of respect. I took Man Mans hand and held it tightly.

Ms.Bailey POV

As I entered in Regina's Hospital room I broke down in tears. To look at my precious daughter laying in a hospital bed with a tube down her throat was absolutely hurtful. Who the hell wanted my daughter dead? Well whoever they are my daughter fought hard and she's still here thanks to the Lord up above. I dragged a chair that was in the corner of the room and positioned it to her bed side. Her eyes were closed and her breathing was very faint which made me worry. I grabbed her hand softly and held it tight. Tears started to fall from my Hazel like eyes. " Don't worry baby... Mommas here." I whispered to her as I stroked her pretty hair. The more and more I stared at her beautiful face I could see her father. His beautiful hair and soft Hawaiian skin always appeared through her. As I gently kissed her forehead her eyes slightly opened to the touch of my lips. I smiled and told her not to allow the negativity to reach her again. All the fighting and constant violence has to stop for the sake of her life. I don't want to have to bury my child. I couldn't live anymore knowing that I didn't have her or my son due to the streets. This tragic situation put all of us at edge. I wish she listened to me and my mother and change for the better. It's killing me deeply to see her fighting for life. I don't wanna lose my only daughter. I know I wasn't there in her life like I should have been because of work and providing for her. But I'm trying to fix my absence and I want her to know she has a mother. A mother that loves her more than I love myself. My kids are my everything that's why I tried to give them a better life than me. She laid there unconsciously staring in my eyes. I don't know what she's thinking but I'm sure somethings on her mind and I can tell through her spaced out eyes. Her eyes always told on her. It's like her vision had a gift to see things that we couldn't see but at least we had a clue as to what was going on in her world. My precious sweet baby will always remain a mystery for we cannot determine. " Regina what are thinking? Darling I know there's something in that brain of yours." I said softly looking into her eyes once more. I turned around to see everyone piled in the door way. " Come in.... she's awake." I said as i motioned for them. Everyone crowed around the bed and gazed upon her. I wonder if my daughter knows she's well loved by everyone around her. My son kissed her forehead and cupped his hand in hers. It warmed my heart to see that they were close. Her boyfriend whom I just met seemed to really love her and I appreciated his comfort. I just wish that she'd take it slow. I blocked out everyone in the room and silently prayed over her. " May the Lord continue to protect my child and bless her as she needs you right now." I said to myself.

SUMMARY

Tasha and Regina's mother has their own personal thoughts and experience as a recovering Regina lays in a slight coma.

Regretting her actions Tasha is battling with her inner self about the incident with Regina as she feels like it's her fault as to why it happened. She feels guilt and Questions her own loyalty for her best friend.

Ms.Bailey is in shock as she's the first person Regina sees. She fears for her daughter and wants to make it clear to Regina that she's always loved her and wants the best for her. She wants her to slow down and stop the violence before it catches up to her and claims her life. Just like it did to Regina's father.

STAY TUNED TO SEE WHAT'S GOING ON IN REGINA'S MIND IN THE NEXT PART!

YES SHE'S STILL ACTIVE WITH HER THOUGHTS DURING HER LIGHT COMATOSIS STATE.

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