i study rainbows //l.s

19

louis got sick the next day. he woke up and when he went to take a shower he dropped to the floor and ended up throwing up. he flushed the toilet and called jay up to his room.

"i'm sick mum. i can't go to school today."

jay frowned for a second, "i'm sorry love, how about you go get back in bed. i will take the girls to day care and school then during my lunch break i will bring you home some ice cream. how does that sound?"

"that sounds nice."

"alright love you go get in bed." she rubbed her sons head and walked out of the room.

louis crawled back over to his bed, too lazy to stand up and crutch back over to it. he pulled himself up and got back into his bed. he fell back asleep pretty quickly.

"please don't worry about me, i will make it like i never came to donny." he said and closed the front door behind him.

"goodbye my rainbow boy."

harry was gone. he wasn't coming back. zayn showed up in his vision with the flash of light and a not played on a piano in C major. he seemed to be standing on the outside of a floating window frame.

"he's not coming back for you louis." zayn said, "accept that and move on with your life."

"he is coming back!" louis screamed at zayn from his side of the window. he

"he isn't." zayn said again, rather harsh this time.

louis blinked and he realized the window was actually a mirror and it wasn't zayn standing there but it was his own reflection.

"he isn't coming back louis." the reflection louis said.

"yes he is!" louis shouted.

"he doesn't want you anymore. why don't you see that?" the reflection said.

"he is coming back!" louis screamed at the mirror. but then he vanished from the mirror. then the mirror itself fell and so did he. louis was falling into nothing. everything was just void.

then he finally fell into a pit of water. it was midnight and the moon was out, it's light rippling across the water. he remembered this moment. he looked around but harry was nowhere to be found.

"harry!"

"harry where are you?"

harry surfaced from the black water and breathed heavily, "please don't worry about me, i will make it like i never came to donny." he said, then disintegrated.

"harry!" louis dove towards the place where harry had previously been floating. he went down into the water and ran out of air, but at that point he was being dragged down.

he was free falling through nothing. he was falling and falling and falling.

he fell onto his feet. he was standing in the janitors closet at school. he knew this moment too. he was here with harry. he looked around after clicking on the light, but harry wasn't there.

"harry?" louis whispered.

harry floated out from the concrete floor and stood before louis. he pushed louis up against the wall and as he went in to kiss him, harry stopped right in front of louis lips.

"please don't worry about me, i will make it like i never came to donny." harry said and sunk into a pile of ash on the ground. louis crumpled to the floor and sifted through the ashes on the ground.