You know the friends who you think are going to be there for the rest of your life, but they aren't what do you call them toxic friends or fake? God Knows what they are. But when they damage you to the core you would call them Toxic right making you feel depressed and down every single night when you come from school, it's not a feeling which you want to experience.
So let me tell you a little background story without revealing too much. I'm a south Asian Girl, not too young but not too old an adult if I say so. Living in a big city everything is focused on getting your grades for your university course, getting a job and making sure your family is ok. It's pretty hard handling all of your stress, sometimes it feels like there is no end if you aren't on top of everything. Growing up I didn't have that many close friends and if I did it was always boys who were my friends but they ended up leaving as well. In school there was a bunch of us, both girls and boys mixed, but I was the only one of my type. I was always surrounded by Pakistanis.
Pakistanis are the most wonderful people you can get. They are so caring and thoughtful and almost have a answer for every solution there is. They could be fun at times but intimidating as well. I don't know as I was growing up I never got along with girls who shared the same ethnicity as me, I just simply didn't understand them they were full of drama. I was all about the freedom and living a drama free life but little did I knew that as I got older drama wouldn't leave me.
** Guys don't get me wrong, I am not putting Pakistanis down nor do I intend to. I've been brought up in a caring family who taught me to love everyone regardless of what ethnicity or religion they are.**
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Toxic Feelings....
Teen FictionA story of how small little jokes, and feelings can eventually kill you...... (this story is just a piece in which I can share my feelings without being known.)
