Toxic Feelings....

Toxic Feeling 1.2

This is where the real part of the story begins......

Aisha, Sharifa and Naz  are three friends who become a group when things weren't working out with their other friends. Originally it was just Aisha and Naz  who were friends since year 7. Aisha was Bengali and Naz was Pakistani.  No one could break the bond between Aisha and Naz, and only them two were allowed to pick on each other otherwise Naz would murder them. Yes, Naz and Aisha did have arguments but not big enough to make them enemies. I mean which friendship group doesn't.  But it was never about each others ethnicities.

Aisha was always controlled by another girl who was Indian.  However, she was atheist and so Aisha and Naz's religion would conflict with each other but Aisha was too oblivious to see that. She was the Indian girl's robot.   Fast forward two years that Indian girl is out of the picture. 

The start of year 10... Aisha and Naz were in different classes which wasn't ideal because them two were always in the same class and it was pretty heard seeing each other only at break and lunch.  This is where Sharifa comes in.  Aisha had ICT and she was the only girl in a class full of boys which she hated. She sat in the middle block so she was away from the boys and with a spare seat next to her came Sharifa. Sharifa is also Pakistani, but not the Punjab type. She was what Aisha first thought 'arrogant  and rough' but little did she know that Sharifa is not like that at all. Aisha was once again influenced by other people's opinions. Slowly as the lessons paced Sharifa and Aisha became friends and so did Naz, the three of them were inseparable. They would have their own jokes and talks which no one knew about.  Year 10 and 11 was amazing, there was no conflict and everything ran smoothly.  Well that was until mid year 11. When things went sour between the three of them..  Naz's and Sharifa's different views often caused conflict between them and Aisha was caught in the middle. If she chose Naz's side, Sharifa would get upset and vice versa. The huge blowout of summer 2016 caused the gap between these three forever and nothing was the same.  It was almost like Naz and Sharifa got closer and Aisha more distant... There is no one to blame for that it was just a sign of miscommunication which resulted into that.

Results day was mounting and the stress was getting to everyone... There was minor arguments, negativity surrounding everyone. Everyone wanted to be on their own.  Anyways things were okay between the girls.  During the holidays, Aisha and Sharifa went out a lot, doing the typical girly thing. Nothing Suspicious here girls and boys...