Erza x reader 《Thunder God Of Fairytail 》

The Mission Part 3

                      ERZA P.O.V.

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Flashback

I was walking with Gray and Lucy along with Happy and (Y/n) when we realised that Natsu wasn't with us. After that registered one more thing was also apparent....... (Y/n) was gone.
Just as we all came to this conclusion the train that we were previously on took off.

I completely blamed myself for letting them out of my sight so as a way to repent I asked Gray to hit me for my insolence, when suddenly I remembered something. Why would (Y/n) disappear like that? I mean he got off the train with us so, Why amd How?

All these thoughts ran through my mind as if it was an animal stampede. It always infuriated me that he would just take off like that, and what's worse he always found it 'necessary' not to tell me. What happened to all that so called 'trust' we had? Tch. See this is I won't ever fall in love ever again. My rage was building up little by little with every second that passed. It even felt as if the rage was radiating off my body as if I was beginning to become radioactive.

While I was in thought Gray and Lucy were holding eachother shaking having a purple shade on their foreheads for some reason . Happy flew in between them and hid in the middle of my friends trembling as well. I was actually really confused as to why he did that and more importantly, Why were they looking as if they were seeing a monster?

Gray then spoke up....

Gray:" Heyah Erza, y-you doin alright? You s-seem to be a.......Little angry about s-something t-there."he was still trembling along with Lucy who just gave a shaky nodded.

Just as he finish spoke I instantly remembered the previous events that had taken place. Seeming to pass the fact  that they were cold in broad daylight I decided  push all my thoughts aside and to rush after Natsu because (Y/n) was the least of my problems. Besides he can take care of himself and he is one of the strongest wizards in Fairytail so that should be an even better reason as to why Natsu is first priority at the moment...................... Yet I Can't get him out my Head!!! Ahhhhh!!!! He is soo annoying. And obnoxious. Not to mention I feel as if he always belittles me. Like I'm some kind weak little damsel in distress that he can save whenever he so pleases. But still he......is my best friend and cares for me very much and....... Ok..... maybe he can be sweet at times...... but that's beside the point!! But still.......

As we began running all I could do was hope that he was Okay.

'(Y/n).Please. Be okay.' That's one thing I cannot lose him again. Not again.

Flashback end.

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We had just saved Natsu and are on our way to capture Erigore and his gang before they can hurt anyone.
Much to my dismay (Y/n) was not on the train with Natsu. Where was he and what was he doing anyway.  He couldn't...... he wouldn't...... No he..... He promised  he would always.......

'Damn you (Y/n). You promised me that you'd always be here.  If you're not Okay or you've decided to run off again then I swear I'll.......'

Gray: " Erza take it easy! You're gonna overload the SC plug!"he broke me from my thoughts. It had seemed that my thoughts seemed to be fueling the want to beat the crap out of something. Can you blame me? It was the only way to relieve my stress I just needed to hurry up and find those bastards and teach them a lesson. Especially with the kind of mind set I had on right now..... But I can't tell Gray that. I know I may be selfish and heartless. Yet one thing I cannot deny is that I am doing it for own personal gain of hitting something.....hard but I am also doing it to save those innocent people. I decided to reply with the better of my options. Either tell him that I just want to beat anything that screamed hit me or tell him it was because Eisenwald could hurt anybody at any point in time if they so wished.