You belong with me

Chapter 3

 Take a moment to just think of Fixable, Love, and Trust 

 "You what"? Ally loves me. I look around the room for something. All I see is a trashed room full of negativity and sadness. No pictures of her and troy or of her family. What did she go through without me. I return my gaze to ally. She was crying her hands covering up her face. Repeating the same  words "I'm sorry".

I grab her hands and wipe off her tears. I put on smile for her. holding her letting her know that everything is going to be ok. "We will get through this together. I'm not leaving you ever again".  

She's in love with me. When did this happen, How did this happen. I laid beside Ally as she try's fall sleep. She so kind and caring a ball of sunshine how can she love me. I'm not perfect and I'm not right for her. I don't know what to do.

  "What are you think about"?  I look down at ally who is laying on my chest. Still now after what she is going through she still looks like a ball of sunshine. "I was thinking of you".  I went back to stroking her hair. She got up and sat on the other end of the bed. She had a sad serious look on her face. "Is this how we are going to fall apart?" 

I looked into her eyes as she in mine looking for her answer. "Ally its not, its ok, I'm still here aren't I ?"  She looks up at me, I can tell what she is thinking in this moment. "i dont know what to do im lossing sight, im lossing touch".  Me and ally have been through some shit but nothing like this. 

She was opening a jar that has never been opened. She keep on say how she knows this feeling is wrong and that she dose not want to feel like this towards me. I did not tell her that but i hurt to hear. "y/n i dont know what to do anymore i dont know how i feel i know you can tell me the answer i just wish you could". I looked at her her head down.  i sit next to her and lift up her chin. I did not know what i was doing but it felt right. i moved her face closer to min untl i could fell her uneven breath.  I looked at her before i kissed her soft pink lips.  It was as if nothing was wrong, like the world around us disappeared. 

When i let go immidaly missed the heat from her body. Her eyes were still closed. "There. Ally im not going any where you mean so much to me". That night i stayed with ally holding her till she fell asleep.  The bed was peacesful and the room around us was warm and postive in way that gave me a sence of comfort. Thats when i shut my eyes knowing that after all this me and ally will be ok.

The next morning the sun shined on my eyes. All that was left was the recage from last night in the ligh. The smell of eggs and bacon enterd the room. Still a little foggy from the night before i grab my shoes and wlk down stairs. "Finally ally you are up i thought you had-". It was her mom. She looked a little confused as to why im here. "Oh y/n when did you get here "?  What do i say its not like she did not know we were not talking. Come on think of somthing. "hey y/n you did not have to-". Ally thank god she can get me out of this. Ally's mom looked at both of us defintly supishus. " Um mom what are you doing her i though that you and dad were on vaction. Her mom was ot having it at all. "better question why do you have friends over when im not here"? She looks at me like im a damn stranger.If ally did not angery i would have. "Ok one mom you know y/n and second why cant she be her". 

Ally and her mom aurged for a whiel. i did not want to get in the way so i just left and told ally to call me. As i was walking out i ran into troy. He looked at me as we pased each other. Giving me a drity look. He has some nerver. Thats when it hit me "TROY"!!! 

He turned around at the sound of his name. "What the fuck do you want"? I just roled my eyes kept walking. What is ally going to do if she loves me what about troy. Knowing her she wont want to break his heart. I really don't have any place to say that she should break up with him. This whole situation is crazy and i think i just need to listen to ally see where she wants to go.

I have to be fexibale with her and trust what she will do. She loves me so whats my next move?