You belong with me

Chapter 2

Ally POV

She opened the curtain with her note pad and marker. She was doing it. She was ready to talk to me. Troy?  She wants to know about troy. What do I say. This maybe the only chance I have I have to take it. Great. 6 month anniversary . She had a look of regret on her face but then she smiled. That smile I loved it. Not talking to her for so long killed me. She was everything to me I asked for advice and told her things no one else knew. I missed you. She would not show it but I knew she missed me to. I wonder if she found someone to replace me or if she had a boyfriend. Can you pleas come over ? She did not say anything after awhile she closed her window and turned off her light. 

I immediately cried. This was my only chance to go back to the way we were. I turned off my lights and broke down. I engulfed myself in my blankets not wanting the world to see me like this. All I could think was I'm a total idiot. I cant do this anymore I cant live with out Y/n. She was my rock she was my better half, she was everything I wanted and tried to be, she was the first person I loved.  If I cant live with her then I don't want to live at all. 

I ran to the bath room got a bunch of pain killers. Tears in my face looked at myself not sure of what I was really doing.  I was not even able to get one pill don when I was thrown on the floor. Pills scattered around the room. My body filled with chills down my back as the cold floor touched my back. "WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING!!" 

Complete rage filled her face. She raised her fist at my face, but lowered it when she clamed down. By now I had tears staining my face they were not from me. Instead of me Y/n was crying into my shirt. No words were said. All you could here is her sobs fill the room. My heart felt a glow, like it was just turning on. All because of her because she was around me again. She was crying for me. She stopped me.  "just tell me why". She looked at me still crying but there are less tears.

You could see it in her eyes the pain, sadness, worry, the hurt. "Y/n". I did not want to tell her I know she will never understand.  "ALLY tell me why".  "Tell me why you want to end your life. why you want to leave. why you want to leave me". I was still on the ground trying to hold myself together. 

"You". That's all I said. She looked up at me confused. I pushed her off of me and went to my room. "I missed you so much being with out you was to unbearable I needed you.". She looked up at me with no expiration on her face. "Y/n I know what I  was about to do was wrong but I-I LOVE YOU". I was so mad that I did not realize what I said. "You what?"  

I need you now