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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MILES BTSYoongi94 Sorry I forgot to make a special chapter. I was asleep for most of the day. This pic was about a week ago, when I was still okay. Anyway, I'm gonna get really really cringy, so most of you should leave.
To my favorite wattpad person (other than my Unnie), I've known you for how long? I don't even know anymore. Like I say, my memory is like the titanic, sunken. Anyway, I really have come to care about you. I really do like you. As much as I hate liking people, I love you. As a friend or more? I don't know, really. You know that I've always thought about meeting you, I daydream about that every day. I don't know if that is a good thing or a bad thing. I wish you were with me, always. You make me happy, sad, loved, other things that I'm not telling the public. But I feel so much emotion, and it's through text! I thought the only way to feel was through interaction in real life. But here I am, wanting to cry because you're probably gonna ignore me. I want to be better, really. I want to be someone I'm not because I'm a loser. I want to be perfect for you, but I'm not okay? I'm not. I wish I was, but I'm not. Please, I really do like you. I don't know why, I just do. Maybe I'm insane for liking someone who's on the other side of the damn planet. Or maybe I finally see the world and I'm a cringy person who falls for the first person to actually notice me. I don't know what is m it is, but I genuinely love you Miles. I wish I met you through something more special, like in real life. But if wattpad is the only way to meet you, I don't regret having this app even though it's sometimes shit.
To me, these words feel like rubbish, because I want to keep going. But I'm probably annoying you, so I'll stop. I really really really~ love you. Please don't ignore me. HAPPY BIRTHDAY Miles! Your Noona, Elisha
