Forth's pov
"Why can't you love me too Forth??" Beam is crying infront of me and I feels stupid right now. He is my wife but I can't love him. That because I never love him.Not my heart change.
-Flashback-
"Forth..I want you to marry my friend son. And I don't want to hear 'No' as an answer. Because my business is the bet right now. You can learn to love him after your married."
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And stupid me agree without thinking the consequences. And now I hurt his heart. The person called my wife for almost 2 years now. I sit and ruffled my hair. I pulled Beam into my embrace and let him cry.
"I'm sorry Beam. I'm sorry.."
Beam and I stay in one house but in a different room. Yes we like a housemate more than a married couple.I hate seeing Beam sad. But I already try to love him and I can't. He just like a friend to me. Beam rarely complain about that. Because he always being happy.
After make sure Beam sleep I walked into my room and laying on my bed. I grab my phone and call my brother Porsch.
"P..what should I do? I make him cry again."
"Oh brother...if you think you can't make him happy just let him go.. let him find the happiness.. Don't think about that..its your life. Your a man. You don't have to listen to dad all the time. Just think about me. At first dad don't like Arm too right. But I still marry him. And now he okay with it. Beam will hurt too if you keep him like this."
"Thank you P.. Good night"
I hangup the call and look at the ceiling. I release a heavy sigh and close my eyes. I have to let Beam go. He will not happy with me.
Damn..I need a fresh air... I grab my shirt and walked out to jog at 2 a.m.
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Phana's pov
"Ohhoo...my friend Doctor Phana...what are you thinking? Just enjoy man.." Ming hand me the drink and raised his left brow. Its hard when you have a friend like this.
"Ming...Do you think I will happy??," I ask Ming. And he laugh. I should know it.
"What question is that my dear Phana?.." He wipe his mouth with a tissue and place his arm on my shoulder.
"Well...I'm gay...so its hard to be happy right?"
"Phana...Phana... stop asking a stupid question. Look at Korn and Knock..They happy right?? And theres also has a gay people that already married. Plus I'm a bisexual too man..So its doesn't make a lot of different. Just chill and enjoy your life man." Ming patted my shoulder and wiggled his brows to me.
I nodded my head and drink. Maybe Ming is right. Just enjoy our life. But I really hope one day I will meet someone.
Its already 2.30 a.m and I drive my car with Ming beside me . He is super drunk right now. Then I saw two men is beating someone. I stop my car and walked toward them with a basebal bat in my hand. Even tho I'm scared but that person look like he will die if I didn't help.
"Hey..stop it!!" Those two men run away. I run toward that person and examine his body and face. He need a stiches on his right brow.
"Can you get up??" I ask him and try to lifted him up. He slowly stand up with me supporting his weight." Lets go to the hospital.." I walked him to my car and put him on the backseat.
I Uturn my car and drve to the hospital.
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"Thank you for helping me" I look at that guy and smiled.
"Welcome Mr..???"
"Forth..Just call me Forth."
"Well..its my duty as a doctor Forth. You can stay at the hospital tonight Forth. You can call you family later." I look at Forth and want to go out again. I have to send Ming home.
"Hey..doctor..can I meet you again?" I nodded my head and leave him in the room.
'Why my heart beat faster near that guy?'
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