Haru Haru

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*Anna's POV*

I keep staring at my hands, I had a panic attack an hour ago. Right now, I'm sitting in my living room. Mi Na, and the others kept asking me if they should stay with me. I told them, to go back to work. They still had a lot of work to do, seeing as there was a big accident.

I feel empty inside, it's like someone tore my heart out of my chest. That hollow feeling, is kind of soothing. Seeing as I can't feel anything. This is just the old Anna, who's used to sadness. Whenever my parents fought, and my father ended up leaving the house.

I would shut myself up in my room, and go emotionless. Which doesn't last for a long time. Self-defense, something my body and mind are used to. I sigh and remember the day, father and I last spoke. He kept asking for forgiveness, while I told him to get out of my apartment.

He even brought me pizza, Chinese and Thai food. "Anna, I'm begging you. Forgive me for all these past years. I've been a horrible father, not being there for you or your brother. I understand if you don't want to talk to me, but at least forgive your old man."

"I don't know, if I still have a long life to live." I just ignored him, and kept glaring at my father. Little did I know, that months later. He would die... Those were the last things he ever said to me. Face to face, in front of my apartment in New York.

Last thing I said... "Go to hell you and mum." Then I shut the door in his face. I looked out of the window after that. I saw dad crying, and walking with his head down to his car. This happened 4 months ago...

"He's gone..." I say to myself. I feel tears roll down my cheek. I grab my phone, and immediately call Jiyoung. He's in Hong Kong right now, his last performance. Before he comes back to Seoul for a week. The phone's ringing, I feel more tears roll down my cheeks.

Oh god... My father is really gone. I'm about to hang up, and hear Jiyoung's voice. "Anna?" That's all I heard, before I started sobbing loudly. My whole body was shaking. "Anna? Talk to me. What's wrong?" I hear him same.

"Jiyoung... My father, he-he passed away." I say with a shaky voice. "Oh god... Anna. I'm coming, ok. Wait for me, don't go anywhere. Ok? I'll be right there, jus-just don't go anywhere." He says panicked. I nod and say:" O-Okay."

As he's about to end the call I hear him say:" I'm coming." I nod again, and end the call. I walk towards my bed, and lay in it. Wrapping myself in a blanket, while letting my tears flow. Before I know it, I fall asleep.

*Jiyoung's POV*

The sound of Anna crying, broke my heart. I was backstage, and we just took a break. We still had to perform 4 more songs. 'Last dance, Bang Bang, Sober and We like 2 party.' I put my hand on my forehead, and breath in and out.

I walk towards the stage, while trying to control my emotions which is hard. I can still hear Anna sobbing in my ear. I hope we finish our concert as soon as possible. Then I'm taking the first flight, back to Seoul.

We perform Bang Bang, Sober and We like 2 party. Now it's time to sing Last dance. As I start singing, I feel sadness hit me like a truck. Anna's always a cheerful girl, hearing her crying like that broke me. I felt tears roll down my cheek.

My fans must think, that I'm sad because our Asia tour has ended. While I'm crying because, my girlfriend's alone in Seoul. Crying all by herself, my beautiful Anna. Youngbae wraps an arm around my shoulder. While he's singing his part.

After we finished singing the song, we had an encore. The fans chose, Bae Bae. Which we performed, and let some white and golden balloons fly through the crowd. I saw fans crying, I smile and wipe away my tears. I wave at them, and see Seungri blowing kisses at the crowd.

Several hours later...

*Anna's POV*

"Anna, have some soup." Mi Na says, while holding a bowl of soup. I shake my head, and drink some water. "I don't feel like eating, Mi na. Thank you." I hug her, and lay back down. She sighs, and I see that her eyes are red.

"Does he know?" She asks me. I nod and say:" I called him, he's on his way." "Really?" She says in disbelief. I nod again, and sigh. "He's a keeper then." Mi Na says while stroking my hair. She sits on a chair beside my bed.

I smile slightly, and sigh again. "Did you hear that?" Mi na says while looking at me. I shake my head and sit up right. "Jiyoung's flight is in an hour. So, it's not him." I say. She gets up and says: "I will check the door."

Mi na walks towards the door, and I try to hear who it is. I hear her gasp, and hear a voice I missed hearing. "Where is she?" "Sh-she's in he-her bedroom." I hear Mi Na say. I chuckle and see Jiyoung entering my bedroom.

Looking handsome as ever, wearing his Light blue shredded jeans. A white shirt, white mouth cap, and a dark blue hoodie. While I'm looking like a total mess, wearing an oversized Dark blue shirt. My hair in a messy bun, and red eyes.

"Anna..." He says and takes his mouth cap off. He hugs me tight, I sigh and hug him back. "You're here, early." I say, while looking at him. He nodes and says:" After you told me, I performed 4 more songs. But I cried at the last one, thinking about you."

"Why?" I ask worried. He smiles and says:" Because you're a strong woman. Who wants to save people's lives, you're always cheerful. Earlier today, hearing you crying through the phone. While I was miles away, and couldn't do anything to ease your pain."

"I felt helpless, and useless. Knowing that you were going through so much pai.." I kiss him on his lips, not letting him finish his sentence. He looks surprised, but relaxes in an instant. "I-I will be in the kitchen if you need me." I hear Mi Na stutter.

I close my eyes, and deepen our kiss. Jiyoung breaks our kiss and sighs. He strokes my hair, and wipes away a tear. "I'll be right back. I'm just going to grab something, from the living room." Jiyoung says and walks away.

I wait for him, and see him holding his guitar case. "You brought it with you?" I ask him. He noddes, and opens the case. He takes his guitar out of it, and says:" Whenever I'm sad, I play this tune." He starts playing a beautiful tune.

I sigh and say:" Can you play Haru Haru, and sing it for me? Please..." He noddes, and starts playing the song. "Leave. Yeah, finally I realise that I'm nothing without you. I was so wrong, forgive me." This part made the walls I build around me, breakdown completely.

Tears roll down my cheek, and my whole body is shaking. I lean my head against Jiyoung's shoulder, and cry. While he sings "Like the tides my heart is broken. Like the wind my heart is shaking. Like the smoke my love faded away.

It never erases like a tattoo. I sigh deeply, and the ground shakes. My heart is full of dust... Say goodbye."

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Writing this chapter was hard... I listened to 4 of my all-time favorite songs.

Empty – Winner / Goodbye -2NE1 / Last Dance – BigBang / and last but never least... My favorite song, that still makes me so damn emotional... "Haru Haru by none other than my favorite group BigBang"

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