Dangerous feelings

Chapter 1

Emily awoke in a bed that was not her own, in a room she didn't recognise and beside a young blonde who's name she couldn't remember, not that this surprised her as it had long since become a common occurrence. She was a player, a fuckboy, whatever else you wanted to call someone who had multiple one night stands and Emily had lost count of the amount of people she had slept with. None of them meant anything to her, she just used them for her own entertainment and once she was done she discarded them without a care in the world. At 22 years old and after a string of heartbreaks and losing her dad after he died on tour with the army in Afghanistan, Emily had closed off her heart and swore to never let anyone else in.

She hadn't always been that way, she used to be kind and gentle. Falling in love hard and with ease. But now it was just a string of one night stands and late night drinking that got her through the days. Her dad had been her rock, Wayne Fields had idolised his little girl and she had idolised him back. He always knew what to do or say to cheer her up and without him she was falling into a pit of despair.

Even her mother was unable to get her out of this depressing cycle. They had ended up having their fair share of arguments about her behaviour after Wayne's death and in the end they had silently agreed to ignore what Emily got up to outside of the house. Pam worried deeply for her daughter but the more concern she showed the further it seemed to push Emily away. A set of rules had been placed and out of respect and love for her mother, Emily had abided by them all. The main one being no girls in the house, Pam hated seeing Emily using these people and therefore out of sight out of mind had come into play.

They had slowly managed to rebuild the once strong relationship they had with each other and could now fully enjoy one another's company as a family. It hadn't stopped Emily from acting out once she walked out of the front door but it was a start that Pam was willing to take. The arguments had taken their toll on Pam and she had begun to resent Emily but with that in the past they could once again confide in each other and be the rock that one another needed.

Emily felt bad about how she acted when she left the house however it had become her coping mechanism and she didn't know how to stop it without letting all the pain back in and she wasn't ready to face her grief just yet. Not just the grief of losing her father but the grief of losing her ex girlfriend who had completely broken her heart when they were in high school by cheating on her and then walking away as if Emily had meant nothing to her. Paige was the only one that Emily had let take a hold of her heart and she had shattered it leaving Emily's friends to try and pick up the pieces. But try as they might they had never been able to put Emily back together as she once had been. There was a permanent coldness that had taken ahold of her.

Being born intersex had its benefits, the girls loved her and she had them lining up around the corner, craving to experience what she had to give. She had made a name for herself and lived up to it. It helped keep her distracted from the pain she was really feeling and she revelled in pleasuring others. Anything to keep her mind off of reality.

Her friends had accepted her for who and what she was as soon as she had told them of her mutation. She hold told them only weeks after meeting them, and even being at a young age they had all clicked so well that Emily instantly knew they would be friends for life and that she could trust them with anything. Her penis was fully functioning and an impressive size as well, or so she had been told on multiple accounts.

She had had her fair share of abuse once other people at her high school had learnt about her secret but it was mainly from boys who were jealous of her ability to woo the girls and please them as well. She'd gotten through the worst of it with her friends by her side and had left high school high on the spectrum of popularity which had followed her into adult life. Everyone in the town knew of her and that worked in her favour most of the time especially when it came to finding someone to help her hide from her problems for one night.