Serendipity

Serendipity 5: When life gave me lemonade.

CHAPTER 5: When life gave me lemonade.

While I lay here waiting to hear from you, I can’t help thinking about what my life has become when you became a part of it. Waiting and wanting you has been the focus of my thoughts these days, knowing that one day, all that I have envisioned of us being together, will finally happen, even if it’s just for a moment.

You give me reason to wake up in the morning and smile. Just smile for no particular reason except the fact that you are here. As days go by I feel myself growing closer and closer and my heart is suddenly coming out of its shy spot and wanting to feel what it feels like to be loved again. I don’t ever want to lose this feeling. I don’t ever want to lose you.

Don’t stop sending me those cute silly text messages that you would always send me, just to simply tell me that I’m on your mind. Because even though to you it may seem like it’s nothing big, to me, every-time I get those text messages, the biggest smile appears over my face and you send butterflies storming through my stomach. Don’t stop telling me how much I mean to you because if you don’t express your feelings for me from time to time, I’ll get confused and start to think that you’ve lost interest in me. I’m not asking for red roses every-day, and a box of chocolate from you. I’m just please asking you to never stop showing your affection towards me. Because not only does that shit hurt, but I’ll get mixed thoughts running through my mind about it all.

You have no idea how the littlest things you say, put the biggest smile on my face. I never really realized it, but now I have. I enjoy talking to you. I can’t help but laugh at how we tease each other the way we do. I can’t help falling for it. In turn, I couldn’t help falling for you as well. Whatever it is between us that we have, it’s only between you and I. That’s what makes it special for me. That’s what makes you special to me. Just thought I’d let you know. 

When I hear your voice, it’s like a feeling I don’t want to leave; you give me comfort and joy. The sound of your voice is like my favorite love song, I can listen to it all night until it puts me to sleep. Yet, still as I continue to lay here and think about everything you are to me,

Still, I just want you to know that wherever this road may take us, and how far it may be to finally get where we want to go, always know you are in my heart and in my heart is where you’ll always be. Life hasn’t been this grateful to me, until there was you.

Thank you for being you, Jiego Miguel Roxas Reyes. ♥