Heartbeat

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It has been about 19 weeks since I have told Jumin I was pregnant and the other RFA members my stomach was much bigger which caused some back pain and my cravings were all over the place. It was Saturday night so tomorrow Jumin could stay home with me and help me take care of the baby, It was around midnight when I got out of bed and went to the kitchen.

Jumin: MC where are you going?" Jumin looks at the clock "Its midnight"

"I'm sorry Jumin but I really want ice cream" Jumins face shifts. 

Jumin: "right now?" He sits up and rubs his eyes. This wasn't the first time I got up in the middle of the night to get something just a few days ago I got up to eat a carrot. Yep, Just a carrot. 

"yes?" I sit on the bed and sigh "Man cravings suck" Jumin stands up stretches and starts leaving the room. "where are you going"

Jumin: "well I read a pregnancy book so I can help you more and it said in the book that If you are craving Icecream to try something similar" Jumin yawns "so I took the liberty and got some stuff"

"You went to the store to get me things!? You never go to the store"

Jumin: "I know but If I am going to be a dad I need to be the one to helps my family, not someone else all the time" Jumin left the room and came back with a popsicle"It said in the book that  other cold sweets could help" I take it from Jumin and sit on the side chair in our room.

"Thanks, Jumin" I start to eat the popsicle "I actually haven't had a popsicle since I was little"

Jumin: "I never had one" I look up at Jumin

"Why don't you have one?"

Jumin: "I got them for you so I don't want to eat all of them if I like them" I roll my eyes 

"Jumin we both know that even if you like them you won't go crazy and eat all of them" Jumin lays back on the bed and starts petting Elizabeth who is kinda awake.

Jumin: "I suppose your right. I will try one tomorrow besides you need your sleep we are going to the doctors to see if a boy or a girl" I finish my popsicle and squeak in excitement

"I know I can't wait!" I sigh and put my hand on my belly and feel a bump "OH! JUMIN!!"

Jumin: "hmm?" he looked over at me

"They kicked!!" Jumin got up from the bed and walked over to me. Jumin still loved to talk to our baby ever since he read the story to them but now he just tells them how much he loves them and how excited he is to see them" Jumin put his hand on my belly

Jumin: "hey its dad again I thought you would be sleeping by now you little troublemaker" A little bump hit Jumin's hand and he smiled "Do you think they liked the popsicle you ate?" We both share a laugh and Jumin helps me up to get back into bed. Once we are in bed I realize something.

"Hey Jumin, I realized that you always touch my belly and talk with our kid but you never listen" Jumin lays down beside me.

Jumin: "I can listen?"

"Yep I have read in stories and even when I was out with Jaehee that if you listen you can hear the baby's heartbeat" Jumin stiffens up a bit

Jumin: "If I do my head won't hurt the baby right"

"Jumin remember when you were scared to touch my belly the same thing goes here. You don't need to do it if you don't want to but I would really love it if you would try." Jumin takes his hand and uses it to gently lower his head on my belly.

Jumin: "I can hear them!" Jumin is getting excited "I can hear their tiny heart! this is amazing" 

"what does it sound like?" 

Jumin: "Like any other heartbeat but it is so much better because it is our child" Jumin smiles for a bit and then sits up "what about you? you can't hear them?"

"Its okay when I get my checkups I can and when we go and see If we have a boy or a girl you will be able to hear it again" Jumin got under the covers 

Jumin: "yea I suppose your right" Jumin yawned

"You should go to bed now Jumin" he rolled over toward me 

Jumin: "Alright wake me up if you need anything" he kissed my forehead and then kissed his hand and put his hand on my belly before going to sleep.

The next morning Jumin woke up early I have no idea why but I found him pacing back and forth around the living room.

"Jumin?" he was already in dressed and ready for the day nothing fancy he had a blue button up shirt and black pants on he never wore this outfit which confused me. He did not have a tie on either.

Jumin: "Oh MC!" He put his hand on his forehead "I did not want you to see me pacing"

"what has made you so nervous all of a sudden" Jumin sits down 

Jumin: "after hearing the babies heartbeat I realized I am going to be a dad! and I have so much to worry about"

"Jumin..."

"This world is not a friendly one and I don't want this world to crush something that means so much to us means so much to you. I don't want to be a dad that my child hates.... what if they hate me" I walk over to Jumin and hug him. I pull away from the hug.

"Jumin you talk to our baby almost every day you get excited when they kick and you take care of me even though you are busy. I know it is scary but we need to get through this together okay" Jumin puts his hand on my belly.

Jumin: "I'm sorry I know stress is not good for you right now"

"Jumin it is okay no one is perfect and just by showing that you are worrying shows that you care" Jumin takes his hand and wipes his eyes 

Jumin: "I just don't want anything bad to happen to them" I sigh and the baby kicked Jumin looked over and smiled.

"I think they care for you as much as you care for them" Jumin put his hand back on my belly and the baby kicked again.

Jumin: "I already love you and I have not even met you" I smile and place my hand on Jumin's

"I love them too" 


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