It all Started on Instagram || H.S x S.G (DISCONTINUED)

selena x harry phone call (selena's pov)

As soon as I saw it my stomach dropped. Why would she post that? Why now? I had to call Harry, I knew it meant nothing but I needed reassurance. My hands were shaking as I grabbed my phone and pressed call. 

The dial tone seemed to last forever, each second an eternity. My mind couldn't stop thinking about different scenarios. What if he isn't answering because he's with her? He wouldn't do that, I know its just my anxiety but god it makes me feel like crap.

"Hey love, what's up?". After hearing the familiar voice, I let out a breath I didn't know i'd been holding. "Sel?", his voice brought me back to reality. 

"I'm guessing you haven't seen it then?" I tried to sound unfazed but I couldn't stop my eyes welling up.

"Seen what?" he questioned. "Is it TMZ or some other stupid news site?".

"I think you need to check Kendall's Instagram". The line was silent, I didn't know if that was good or bad.

"Er, okay, hold on a sec. I'll put you on speaker"

After a few seconds I heard him curse under his breath. I couldn't stop the tears escaping but I didn't want him to know i has crying.

"Sel are you still there?" I could hear the concern in his voice.

"Mhmmm" I couldn't say anything without it all coming out.

"I don't know why she's done this, I haven't spoke to her in ages. You don't think I.."

"No, no of course not!" I cut him off, "It's just.." I couldn't hold it in anymore, the tears kept coming, I was sobbing down the phone, my breath shaky. 

"Hey, hey, shhhh. It's all okay. Nothings happened! I love you, so, so much. I wouldn't do anything to jeopardise that." He tried to calm me down but it didn't help. "I'm coming over"

"No, please". I spoke without thinking. I know he hasn't done anything, but I just don't want to see him right now, I need to calm down.

"No?" He sounded defensive. "What do you mean no? Do you think I did something?" 

"No, I just need to be by myself"

"I'm your boyfriend for fucks sake, I want to look after you!" He was angry, which made me more upset. This was getting too much, too fast.

"Can you calm down please? I haven't accused you of anything!" I sobbed.

"You might of fucking well have!"

"Fine, looks like she got what she wanted. She's come between us, now she has you all to herself" I yelled down the phone.

"What are you on about? She hasn't got me at all!"

"Are you sure about that?" I regretted it as soon as I said it. I was making things worse.

"Fuck this, I haven't done anything. Call me when you come to your senses."

He had hung up. I was motionless for a second, stuck in a trance that felt like forever. It all came washing over me, I couldn't stop crying, my body was shaking, I was a mess.