I sat there for a while after the date, I was confused. I was falling for Harry all over again.... And I don't know if I could handle that right now. The 3 months is almost up and I'm going to be going to college for four years... I don't know if I can do this.
He has hurt me, and yet he loves me
He knows how to make me laugh, but he can easily make me cry
He is a monster, and he is the sweetest guy I know.
HE IS SO CONFUSING!!!!!!
I didn't realize I had started crying until the salty liquid hit my phone. I quickly clean my phone and dried my cheeks. Why and how does he do this to me? A knock came at my door.
"Come in." My voice was shaky. Harry walked in. Yay.
"Hey how ar- were you crying?" He looked worried and he came over and sat on my bed.
"I was."
"Why?"
I was silent for a while. I didn't know what I should tell him. After about a minute I decided the truth would be the best way to go.
"You." I said while looking at my fingers.
"What?" He sounded hurt, I looked up. He looked hurt.
"Harry... I don't know if I can do this anymore. I cant like you, its not going to work and I don't know if I'm making sense right now but I cant do this."
"Cant do what?"
"Us. I cant handle the stress of having a famous boyfriend and having all of the damn hate from jealous fans. I'm leaving soon for college and you're going to be on tour."
"Ali look me in the eyes and tell me that's all that's making you say this." He knows me too well. I continue to look down as the tears fall again I start to speak.
"I... I don't want to get hurt again." At that sentence I completely break down. "You hurt me everyday in school, and I forgave you. You hurt me again but getting back at me for something I never did.... And I don't know if I can forgive you again."
"I said I was sorry! What more do you want from me?!" He stood up and raised his voice. I looked him directly in the eyes.
"I want you to mean it."
"I DO MEAN IT! Damn it Ali cant you see I mean it?! I went to the hospital after you decided to be a dumb bitch and cut yourself. I even took you out on a fucking date." I stood up.
"I WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL IF YOU WOULD HAVE HAD SOME BALLS AND CAME TO TALK TO ME IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!!" I was angry, hell I was beyond angry. Then he did something I never thought he'd do again. He slapped me across the face. I took in a sharp breath at the pain now raging in my cheek.
"Oh my God Ali I'm s-"
"Get out."
"Ali please."
"Get out now."
"Ali."
"Get the fuck out of my room NOW! And never EVER talk to me again."
He had tears rolling down his face. I didn't care, I didn't look at the door until I heard it open and close. I then collapsed to the floor sobbing. I cannot believe he just did that.
I made a mistake forgiving him the first time.
Authors note:
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I FINALLY UPDATED YAAAYYY!!!
I am so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so sorry that it has been so long. I have been super busy with soccer and school and I was actually debating on deleting this or not, and I decided not to delete it and update as soon as I can.
So if I could please get maybe 5-10 votes and 5-15 comments on this chapter.
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-Dani
P.S. sorry about the language in this chapter.
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