12:13 | Seventeen + Soonhoon

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On October 30th at 10:07 in the morning, Soonyoung was still sick in bed when Jihoon walked into the room, looking at him sadly. Soonyoung was asleep and as Jihoon approached the bed, he pushed back Soonyoung's damp hair and lightly spoke to him, trying to wake him up. Soonyoung's eyes fluttered open shortly after this started and he looked at Jihoon.

"The member's were thinking about practicing again. Did you need me to stay with you? How do you feel?"

Jihoon asked, looking Soonyoung in the eye's. Soonyoung smiled sadly.

"You can go, Jihoonie. I'll be okay. I feel a bit better."

He lied, slightly, he didn't feel the best, but he wanted to let Jihoon be free. Jihoon sent back the same sad smile and hugged him.

"Call me if you need something."

Jihoon had said, turning and walking back out of the room.

Soonyoung stared at Jihoon's back as he walked out and as soon as he heard the last member's walk out of the house, he got up, running to the bathroom. He coughed roughly, emptying the rest of anything that had been in his stomach into the toilet. He tumbled to the ground, feeling the same weak feeling he felt the first day.

Soonyoung tried to get up, wanting to prove he could make it. Not being able to stand though, he got on his knees, crawling out of the bathroom. His elbow's started to weaken, though, and he fell to the ground.

"I'm sorry I can't be strong enough for you, Jihoonie."

He whispered, putting his hand to his heart and gripping onto his shirt. Tears rolled down his face and he wished he had enough to strength to get up. Instead though, he passed out, again, on the cold floor.

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October 9, 2017