12:13 | Seventeen + Soonhoon

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On December 10th at 11:52 in the afternoon, Jihoon was still in the hospital, pacing the hallways and waiting. The member's had tried to get him to come home but had only gotten him to come home for a period of time to shower and change clothes. Other than that, they took turns staying with him at the hospital.

It wasn't that the other's didn't care about Soonyoung. They were all worried a great deal about the boy. They just knew it was unhealthy for them to be waiting like this. They had faith in the dancer.

Jihoon had cried every night, but tonight, he had lost his hope. He crashed to the floor and sobbed into his hands. He thought about going into Soonyoung's room to see him.

Somehow, just knowing that Soonyoung was still breathing was a comfort to him. But tonight it felt sad going in there. He might be breathing, but he still wasn't there.

Jihoon lay on the floor, sobbing harder and harder.

"I'm sorry I can't be strong enough for you, Soonyoung."

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October 30, 2017