Chapter 2- "Regret"

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Another update, Hooray, this is really short and i'm sorry for that, but this is about all the creativity I could muster, anyway, I hope you enjoy my hard work!

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For most the internet is a heaven for information, games and hentai. For me, it's a compilation of all my blunders and mistakes. All of the things I've done wrong. which only makes what I'm doing now more hypocritical than everything else I write.

Send, the one word Winter feared the most, the one he was forced to face each time he made a post for his blog. The word itself wasn't what scared him, It was the symbolism behind it, It meant that he'd be exposing his wounds to everyone on the internet, including him. Winter found it hard to say his name, or even remember the times they'd shared when they were still together, He remembered the cold nights when they were huddled up in his room, cuddling under the blanket under the false pretences of studying. His ex-boyfriend was the sweetest when they first met, and everything was going well until they got caught by his ex's dad doing unsavory things, after that they stopped talking, and wouldn't even spare a glance for one another, It was an unofficial breakup.

Winter returned to reality, shutting off his thoughts and returning to the matter at hand, the wretched, evil, diabolical send button. As funny as it was, he spent a whole hour contemplating whether or not to make the post, but gave in after he'd realized it was already 4am and school wasn't about to stop just because he was tired.

An ear shattering screech could be heard from downstairs, which was once again the cause of another wake up blunder, ending in Winter slamming his head into the wooden desk and waking up. "I'm coming right now, you tro-" He paused just before finishing "I'm coming down mom!" he corrected, the last thing he wanted was his mother finding out that he internally called her a troll.

After completing his morning routine, Winter made his way downstairs, spotting the troll sitting at the table, a cup of what appeared to be coffee rested in her hands. "You're going to be late if you don't get your hopefully gay ass out of my-" She paused, muttering something along the lines of "I've always wanted a gay son." before letting out an inhuman squeal and motioning for me to sit down. "Mother, we've talked about this, i'm not interested in any-" "Relationships right now, I know, but it doesn't stop a fangirl from dreaming. Now eat your breakfast." she interrupted, pointing to a plate of eggs and toast which Winter hadn't realized was there.

Done eating his breakfast, Winter walked out of the nonexistent comfort of his home and made his way to school. Immediately upon his entry, eyes fixed themselves onto his slim frame, and funny enough, we was used to it, his ex was very influential in the school, and after their unofficial breakup things started getting tense at school, he would get a few stares here and there and people whispering about him, but besides that, everything was okay.

He arrived at his first class, Literature, and took his seat in the back. Winter watched the exchanges going on between his fellow students from a far, until the teacher entered and all went quiet. Trailing behind the old man was a tall, muscular and overall godly example of the male species. It was obvious the boy was new, seeing as Winter had never seen him before "Hey, I'm Andy, nice to meet you guys." The boys voice was melodic, smooth like velvet, it had Winter hypnotised until the boy; Andy, had stopped talking and Winter had realized that he was now sitting next to him.

Winter scrambled to get out his notebook and scribbled down a few sentences ending with for that one moment, I had no regret.

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Author-san's comments

Updates from here on out will be much more frequent, as i'm trying to get the chapters rolling in so I can maybe, probably I have no idea if I actually will try to get this in the Wattys. But that's a story for another time, please comment, or vote if you like.

~Luciph

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