CHAPTER 11

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Life. Why is it so hard.why am I ugly. Why am I boring. And why do I have to ruin things. All these questions was floating in my head.i like him but he doesn't like me. I feel like a pile of nothing. My thoughts was interupted by a knock. I thought it would be my dad so I told them to come in the boys all line up in front of me."what do y'all want" I ask bluntly "your forgiveness"jack said holding a yellow rose I took the rose.i was thinking about ripping it up,but I love roses and the color yellow means friendship . But still they told me stuff the was hurtful and so much hate. They hate me "we didn't mean it beautiful" Zach said I felt my cheeks heat up and that moment I knew I was blushing."ill forgive y'all. Now get out" I said once again bluntly I was lying yeah but they lie to me to.they lie to me,how much they like hanging out with me. Whatever. " really! Yesss.okay let's watch a movie then" Daniel said jumping in bed with me(not like that y'all nasty) I sign while all the boys got settle.  I got up and went to my bathroom I didn't want to watch a fuckin' movie with them. Oh my god what should I do. I got a text from luis.
Luis😊💘: hey what's up
Me:hey nothing what about you
I walk to my bed and lay down
Luis😊💘:oh nothing just chilling and talking to you.so um hows life cutie😅
I started to blush and I didn't even notice the boys are staring at me. But I didn't care
Me: did you just called me a cutie.  Smooth luis,smooth lol😂
I laugh " who is Luis" Corbyn said looking at my phone reading my conversation with luis. "A boy duh" I said rolling my eyes
Luis😊💘:I try,I try lol but I gotta go sweet cheeks
Me:stop with the nick names .your bad at it
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I laugh and put my phone down. I glance at Zach and he is not paying attention to the tv I guess he is in his thoughts. A couple hours later and the movie is over the boys are asleep on the floor I slowly fall asleep but wake up at the middle of the night. I see I woke up zach."sorry I didn't mean to wake you" I said he smile and shake his head" you didn't wake me up I just can't sleep" he said I scoot over on my bed and patted the spot he smile and got up and laid down next to me. He cuddle with me as I close my eyes. "I would love to do this every night" he said chucking a little and with that I let the darkness hit me
  

Hi leeann here so sorry for not updating but,here something I did so yall ya know. So anyways tell me if y'all want me to update again if I can get 5 replies then I'll update today again

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