Ada's Story

Escaping part.1

Picture of village men above

mika and shika were done preparing me and they stepped back to take a look at me mika put his hand on my breast

smiling and touching me harder and harder i wanted desperately to slap his hand away but i didn't...

there is no where i can go and there's nothing i can do i am the last women in our village and im surrounded by men that have lost there minds...

"STOP THAT YOU HAVE TO WAIT!!"

my younger brother liki came in mika and shika both laughed i still laid there not saying a thing I already knew what was about to happen next

liki tells them that father and the others were waiting  and then they take me out and lay me on what they call the desire table and once laid there they tie me down and then father says

"line up eldest to youngest and be patient we must be gentle with our little pig she the only one here, now hurry up and line up"

All of them wild eyed like beast lined up. my father is the oldest so he goes first he climbs on top of me and he whispers in my ear

"don't find this enjoyable pig this is our desire you are nothing but a creature to full fill our manly needs you are nothing!"

and after father says that he goes in me in and out rough and painful and then he spits in my face and the next man comes up and he does the same thing father does

all the men take there turn in my body i do not cry i do not scream 10 years this has happened

10 long years every month on Friday i have no more tears i am completely numb... the last person to use me is my little brother the youngest boy in the village

i always close my eyes when its his turn because i know if i see this little 8 year old's face ill trow up and if that happens i will be whipped again like last time and i almost died when that happened

liki gets out of me and then

he gets off of me and like the others he spits in my face

15 men all of them inside of me taking advantage of me not even caring what they have been doing to me because all of them lost there minds

when they saw there woman and young daughters being raped and cut up there mines died and there sweet souls died as well..

miki and shiki untied me and i limped unable to walk because everything hurts as i'm walking by each

of the men they all start hollering and hooting like wild animals proud of what they just did

i hate them all so much but i pity them as well all of these men were good but that is long gone miki and shiki open the gate to where our old animals used to sleep and i sit not looking

at them at all they throw me slop witch is meant for pigs but it is my meal for the day i look up

into the black sky the stars are bright  i close my eyes letting the tears come down like a stream

"WHY ALLAH! WHY DID YOU LET THOSE WHITE MEN KILL EVERYONE AND DESTROY THIS VILLAGE!!! WHY DID MAMMA HAVE TO DIE? GOD ARE YOU THERE?!"  

i screamed loud  to god wondering why things happened the way they did  i don't even think that god is there 

"kill me Allah please i cant live like this please kill me or i will sin and kill myself!!"