I'm sorry that I'm not able to go and get food in school cause I literally freeze when I have to do that.
I'm sorry that I have a depression and anxiety, which makes it look like I'm lazy
I'm sorry that I have suicidal thoughts. and that that is the reason why I sometimes can't make my homework.
I'm sorry that I cut and selfharm
I'm sorry that the only reason I'm still living isn't my free will, it's the feat of the people that might follow me if I go
I'm sorry I got born
I'm sorry that I'm selfish
I'm sorry that I don't eat and that I'm not hungry, it's not that I don't want to, but I literally can't... No matter how hard I try, I just can't.
I'm sorry that I'm not the perfect daughter that helps around the house and is always happy, this wasn't my choice.
It wasn't my choice to get a depression or to develop social anxiety or to get suicidal and wanting to die.
I'm sorry I'm not that friend that you want me to be
I'm sorry that I fake and force my smile a laugh
I'm sorry
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Life
No FicciónThis is the story about a girl that lives with a depression, the stories will not be in chronical order. It "shows" how the life can be if you have anxiety, suicide attempt and a depression. Disclaimer : Th story will be written in the point of view...
