Bella's Life

Chap 6

Bella

"Well you see Belle rookie sprained his ankle and so he can't play so your up you have to play. Please?"
"Hahahahahahahahah" I couldn't stop laughing
"Oh .. my.. gosh." I was panting so hard because I laughed so hard
"Don't you ever do that to me again! You had me seriously worried something bad happened"
"Something bad did happen!"
"Dad rethink on how you started speaking."
There was a pause and understanding took place. He and Jarred laughed.
"Ok I'll play but no more starting conversations like that."
"Deal. Sorry I worried you I didn't mean to."
"It ok" I hugged Jarred and we sat down cuddling eating pizza that just arrived.

It's been two months since I started school.
Jarred and I have been Dating and no one knows. We have been inseparable no one can come between us. I don't know how people haven't noticed anything at all. Guess there oblivious. It's not like we're keeping it a secret. Awe well people are not that smart.
Jake has kept his distance from me as asked because I really couldn't handle him. Sam and em well we have been spending a lot of time together just us three and I've made sure that Jarred is working when us three are together because when Jarred isn't working I want to spend all my time with him.

We were going on a date again tonight, but Jarred seemed a little off.
"Lla? earth to Bella? You ok?"
"Huh what? Yeah I'm fine thanks." So I cannot stop thinking about Jarred I'm just worried about him oh my maybe he's planning on breaking up with me-, oh no I knew he would find someone better! I started hyperventilating. I couldn't breathe
"Bella! Bella just breathe! You ok? What's wrong?" Sam was saying trying to calm me. I couldn't breathe I just couldn't. The the door flew open
"Babe breathe it's ok I'm not going anywhere what's wrong?" His soothing voice and hand rubbing my back calmed me down.
"What's wrong babe? You were fine when I left you this morning."
"WHAT?!?" O shit.
"Sssam! I thought you knew we weren't exactly secretive about being boyfriend girlfriend"
"Bella" he growled out.
"So when I phoned you that day you skipped school about two months ago you were with Bella?!" An amused Paul walked in asking?
"Of course he was with me whom else? Not like the growling was actually the tv, we were in the mall." I glared at Paul.
"WHAT!"
"Jake -"
"No I asked you-"
"What did I say? It was none of your business and oh look it's still NOT!" I screamed the last bit. He stormed out. I didn't feel bad I was still worried about Jarred I couldn't help it
"Stop Bella, what did I tell you you are it for me no one else you and you only I love you so much but you also need to trust me with that instead of assuming remember I can feel you emotions and know what your thinking but just to clear it up, I. LOVE. YOU!"he pulled me into a hug
"I'm sorry I love you to."
Right there I decided to just let go I am tired of always worrying I know but I still feel insecure but I need to stop.
"Thank you." Jarred whispered knowing what I was feeling.
"So what started all that?"
"I really don't feel like talking about it in front of others." He nodded and led me out to the truck.
When we got to the park I got out and held Jarred's hand
"I started thinking about how you've been acting weird lately and I got to thinking you could do better and I knew that wasn't true but it just wouldn't leave my thoughts."Jarred nodded understanding
"I felt it all I was so worried I was scared I'd loose you and I just I couldn't live without you. You are my whole world I love you so much."
"Your my whole world also I would rather die than loose you I couldn't live without you either.