I've never expected life'd be this messed,
Now I'm a failure with my dreams crushed.
My pen stucks, there breaks out my eternal stress,
Where I wake up just to doubt my skills.
I doubt whether I'm cursed,
Or from my happy alive life I'm repelled
I barely meant to do anything wrong,
But in my every trace, a blame swings.
Hilarious! Isn't it ? Now I'm so notorious,
Unnoticed ,unaided my face stays mysterious
Cause I'm never an open book to anyone
In which , in reality , every page is torn.
The break in my heart cracks everyone I cry
Still to stay strong is my only try
I'm restless like cheese stealing mice,
I robe for nothing there and here.
Confessions and confusions Sum up my life
My contentment cries in it's own grave.
Are they my mistakes that rob my praise ?
All I left is with aloneness - took a wide raise
That'd spread all over the lost me
~ Mercy
