Look at Me, please (boyxboy)

Not A Funny Joke (BoyxBoy)

Look at Me, please [Final continuation] -

The popular kid walked through the school halls head held high, he smiled flirtatiously making all the girls fall to his feet. He had the golden brown hair, and ocean blue eyes, matched with the Australian accent everybody loved, even the boy that jumped off the dock, the boy Aaron didn’t know killed himself last night would of fell to his feet. But he doesnt know that. He doesnt know that he wont be showing up or school today, or any of the other days because what what he and his friends have done.

Aaron has swore it as a joke, but then when it kicked into reality, he knew something was wrong. He knew that they shouldnt be doing this to Colton—but he did anyways—he had hs doubts and his worries about the kid. No, he did not like him romantically, or at least thats what him and all the others thought, but he never really cared about his sexuality until the day the boy had been in the back seat, crying and begging for them to let him go. It hit him some where in his heart, and he wanted too, but no. His friends said no. So he did what they said, he followed in with the crowd to get popular—to be popular—which he was now. The journey to his popularity came in a number of ways, to pushing others including the dead boy into lockers, and washrooms, hitting them, beating them. He picked on them because they were the easy targets. Because he knew nobody would stop them.

    The taller boy walked into his class late as announcements where on, and sat in his regular seat in the back, his ocean blue eyes searched the crowd as he scanned for Colton—the boy he didnt know was dead—he was wasting his time, he just didnt know it. He didnt know anything, because he was stupid, he was blind to what was good and what was bad, and what he had done yesterday was beyond bad, he didnt know about the smaller boys past and it wasnt his fault, but he knew about his school life yet his social status blinded him.

As the announcements spoke, he spoke as well, he ignored them all except when the teacher called on them to listen as the principle told them they had a really sad discovery, as soon as Coltons name was brought into it, Aarons vision whipped back to look at his friend. “Students and staff, I have a sad discovery, one of our students had taken his life yesterday late night. His memorial will be in two days time at twelve, his family is devastated and as well as a number of the staff, he was a good boy, and we would like to wish Colton Ramsey good days beyond the golden gates in heaven. We will all miss him, and wait till the day when we go up with him. Rest In Paradise Colton. Even though he may of stuck to himself, he was know, and loved by many. His locker is going to be cleared by his family after school tomorrow. Rest In Paradise Colton Ramsey, thanks for listening, having a good day and keep Colton in your thoughts and pray for his family.” The announcement finished and Aaron sat there staring straight ahead.

His knees started to shake as well as his hands, and his breaths came in big breaths. He slammed his fists down on his desks before getting up, and tipping the desk over. Students gasped and multiple called his name, but he ignore it and left the room. Running down the hall to where the smaller boys locker was. He stood in front of it and the first tear rolled out of his eye as he thought about how he would of pushed him into his locker this morning, but now he wont be able too, not only for today, but for tomorrow, the next day, and the next. He will never see him, or hear him ever again. He took his life because of some sick joke him and his friends played. Aaron stood with his head down, he wanted to fall to his knees, but he knew for a fact people would be looking at him, he saw the classroom he was just in walk out into the halls observing his actions, he wanted to punch something, he was so mad. How could he do that to someone? How could he make someone feel that bad that they had to take his own life.

When the bell exploded, the halls filled with gossiping teens and rude no gooders, but Aaron could put a label on them, because he knew to well, he was a part of each of the groups. He talked about the smaller boy foully, and treated him like crap. He grew stiff as peoples bodies bumped against his, but he didnt move an inch, he just starred at the locker, like he will Colton to just hop out of it and say it is a joke. Like he isnt dead, he isnt here for Aaron to see. He isnt here for him to get bullied. He looked down both halls before taking a steady breath, he walked to the school doors and left. The taller boy got into his car and drove. He drove while tears fell out of his eyes. It was his fault, he could of easily said no, he could of pulled Colton away from them, hell he could of drove back and picked him up. But he hadnt, he thought he would of walked home, but he was wrong.