sooo leaving with O2L isn't so bad, i feel like i have a bunch of big brother. well all except kian.... i'm so in love with him.... i was watching white chicks with sam when i heard yelling. "what the fuck." sam said and we jumped up. we ran downstairs and soon calmed down when we seen the guys were playing a game.
"jas! hey!" dom yelled and pulled me in the camera. "hey y'all!" i yelled and kissed dom's cheek. "wanna play?" hevasked and i shook my head no. "why not?" he asked doing puppy dog eyes. "i'm 20.." i said and he laughed. "so?" he asked and jc growled. "when i turn 21." i said smiling. he kissed my head and i went and sat on the couch next to kian.
"hey." he said and i leaned on his shoulder. he shifted so his arm was around me. i watched as jc had to take a shot and do a dare since he couldn't make the ball in the cup. "why aren't you playing?" i asked. "meredith is coming over later, can't drink." he said and i nodded. i hate her so much. "are you okay?" he asked and i nodded. "i'm gonna go do a video." i got up and walked upstairs.
i plopped on the bed and looked at the ceiling. "bestfriend!" sam yelled and jumped on the bed. "yeah?" i asked and he pouted. "what did kian say?" he asked. "nothing." i said and he hugged me. "jas, if you like him, tell him." he said and rubbed my back. "i can't. he wouldn't like me back and jc wouldn't allow it." i said and sam rolled his eyes."let's just watch tv." he said and we watched tv.
*two weeks later*
"jasmine! guess what!" ricky yelled as he came into my room. "what?" i asked and he smiled. "we're having a party tonight!" he yelled and jumped up and down. "for why?" i asked. "just to have one." he said and i laughed. "well i'll let you get ready. be ready to twerk." he said and kissed my head. he walked out my room and i sighed. great, i get to see my brother get drunk and i get to see kian and meredith make out all night.
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"you can drink, just don't get so wasted." jc said and i smiled. "thanks." i said and he nodded. he walked towards his friend, jenn and i walked to the kitchen and took a shot. i love the feeling of it when it goes down my throat, it burns. i grabbed a beer and walked to the living room.
a lot of people were dancing, we have a big house but it was packed and i was feeling a little overwhelmed. "hey." i looked up and there was kian. "hey." i said and he sat next to me. "i thought you were with meredith?" i asked and he shrugged. "you okay bub?" i asked and he slowly nodded. "i need a drink, i'll be back." he said and walked away.
i sat there trying to keep my hands from getting sweaty, but it didn't work. i stood up and walked outside. i sat on the edge of the pool and put my feet in the water. i took another sip of my beer and looked around. i'm glad that it isn't so crowded out here.
"you okay?" i turned around and there was sam. "yeah, just having a little anxiety." i said and he nodded. "so i heard kian and meredith broke up." he said and wiggled his eyebrows. "doesn't matter." i said and he sighed. "tell him how you feel. stop holding it back." he said and rubbed my shoulder.
"you left me." kian said and sam walked away. "sorry, it was too crowded inside." i said and he nodded. "what's going on? you seem sad.....sit." i said and he sat next to me. he took off his shoes and put his feet in the water with mine. "meredith was acting weird and when we were dancing a guy came up and asked if she wanted to fuck... again." he said looking down.
"she cheated on me, he said they've been having sex for the last month." he said and i grabbed his hand. it wasn't weird, everyone knew that i was jc's little sister and they especially knew we were all like family... expect me and kian.... i love that boy. holding his hand felt nice. he smiled and leaned on me.
"you deserve better, she's stupid for cheating. any girl would kill to have you. you'll be okay." i said and rubbed my thumb against his hand. "thanks for always listening to me, little sis." he said and my heart sank. sis ? did he really just call me sis ?
"y-yeah. no problem." i said and looked down. i didn't want to hold his hand anymore. "i'm gonna go get a drink." i said and he let go of my hand. "i'll be here." he said and i walked away. i walked in the house and went straight to the kitchen. i grabbed the E&J bottle and took a big sip. then i grabbed another beer and sat on the counter.
"you okay?" trevor asked and i sighed. "i'm fine." i said smiling. "well i found me a little hottie, i'll see you later." he said and blew me a kiss. i watched as he walked towards a guy and they began to make out as soon as they make eye contact.
"jasmine!" i turned to the left and sam was coming towards me. "yeah?" i asked. "why are you sitting here? you should of been out there with kian, sucking his face off." he said crossing his arms. "sam, he called me 'lil sis' what am i supposed to do?" i asked and his jaw dropped. "daammmnnn." he said and i rolled my eyes. "i'm going to bed, nighty night." i said and hopped off the counter. i grabbed another beer and went upstairs.
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a/n soo i just wanna say that O2L will be a big part of this story, we're gonna pretend they're still a group☹️ . ricky,trevor, and connor are gay in this book. sam isn't married, and jc has a new sis lol
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