The Romance Between Us

Chapter 2

•Dans POV•
It's been like three fu**ing days since I've sent those emails why hasn't he answered me back..hu-WHY HASNT HE ANSWERED ME. Dan said cutting his mother off as she's got angry with him before for doing that.

If no one knows Dans life isn't all that great he's grown up with a crapy life, he doesn't talk to his dad or brother as he's had an amazing relationship with the two before but lost his way his mothers trying to deal with the fact that both her son and husband had left the only one she has is Dan now...he's trying his best not to do stupid crap but it's hard for him....

I have nothing to say to be honest, he might just be busy and your going to have to wait for an answer back sorry hun. She said as she walked passed him only to put her soft small hands on his head in a swirling motion to mess up his long fringed hair.

Do you mind mum, Dan said trying to fix it in the blacked out frame from the stove to fix it but unfortunately was not working not one bit.

If he was busy wouldn't you think that he told me that, Dan said as he had tears well in his eyes while he put his head down on the kitchen table in silence.
I'm nervous what if she doesn't like me what if he thinks I'm weird and a freak like the others. Dan said as he always puts himself down.

Another thing because Dans life has been a total wreck his whole life he's always put himself down and he doesn't think of himself in a happy and loving person he doesn't see it but his mum does...

I'm nothing I'm useless I don't have a purpose in this world. I'm stupid, I'm a total screw up, no one loves me...I'm loveless. I'm ugly, I'm worthless. Why can't anyone just love me why does everyone hate me. I'm in the way of my own shadow. I...I...I wish I was never born the world would be a better place without me.

Dan stands in the mirror every night before his browsing position calling him these mean names he can't see how loved he is by people he only sees disappointment.

As Dan sits in his sofa crease on his couch browsing tumbler, his notifications goes off *One new email*

From: Zoella
To:Danisnotonfire
Heyyyyyy,
Want to go get some bubble tea and then go to the beach to hang out or whatever.

As Dana sits there reading Zoellas email he thinks to himself...But it's not who I wanted it to be...he said to himself.

From:Danisnotonfire
To: Zoella
Hi, sorry I'm really busy and can't hang out right now I'm really sorry.

As Dan sits on his couch he feels nothing but guilt for lying to her but can't help but feel as if maybe Phil would answer back. As he goes back on tumbler he noticed another email *Email from Amazing Phil*.

From: Amazing Phil
To:danisnotonfire
Hi,
I'm so sorry I didn't reply back sooner I got so busy that I didn't realize I had got an email I feel terrible for not answering just having troubles at my place right now can't post videos I didn't have internet for three days because I couldn't pay it. I had to pay the rent still don't have that figured out just a really bad day, an anyways to answer your question, Ya hanging out sounds fun but would we be able to hang out at your house that would be much better.

From: Danisnotonfire
To: Amazing Phil
Okay just give me your number and we can text.

From: Amazing Phil
To: Danisnotonfire
1-(705)-945-5133

Dan•Ya hanging out at my house sure, when do you want to hang out??
Phil•Uhh I guess I'm free tomorrow.
Dan• Sure sounds great, I guess I'll see you tomorrow😋my address is 810 stalker road.
Phil•okie see you tomorrow then.

Heyyyyyyy everyone hope you liked this chapter I still would like it if you want me to make them longer or shorter lol and I'll do what you like. Just another thing the number and the address that I've put in this is not real just letting you know lol but ya other then that hope everyone is enjoying ;)
🐴Ali🐴