Sorry

Chapter 16

Skyler's P.O.V.

Monday 2:19 pm

I'm in current events and Emma and I are talking. It's been a week since we've been going out and I promised myself that I would break up wht her. She's laughed and stuff.. and I think she really likes me so it'll be the best to break up with her. I laughed to myself and Emma looked at me confused

Emma: What's so funny?

Me: Nothin why?

Emma: Just wondering what you were laughin about

She giggled. Ok that was just too adorable

SKYLER! STAPH IT!

Me: Oh

We started to watch a stupid ass movie that Mr.Mac expects me to watch.

Me: When I go to the bathroom ask if you can go out after I do

Emma: Ok?

Me: Just do it

Emma: Ok

I walked up and asked Mr.Mac if I could go to the bathroom and he said ya

I stood in the hallway for a minute and Emma came out. She looked at me confused and I started talking

Me: We need to break up

Emma: What? Why?

Me: I don't know I just don't wanna go out with you anymore

Emma: Oh

She sighed and walked to the bathroom and didn't look back at me

I went back into the classroom and sat down. Emma came back and sat next to me still not looking at me. Lauren started talking to her about something then gave me a dirty ass look. WHY AM I GETTING DIRTY LOOKS?! All I fucking did was break up with someone. The movie ended and we all put our chairs up. I walked over to the door and then the bell rang and we left.

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Once I got home I went to my room and lied on my bed thinking about what Emma's thinking right now. Am I a dick for breaking up with her.. when I just started liking her? I'm not Elise who broke up with me. I'm Skyler who broke up with Emma. A complete dick for playing with her heart. It actually felt good dating her. She ACTUALLY made me smile. She ACTUALLY made me have FEELINGS for her. She even made me forget about Elise and I don't even like Elise anymore.

I got a text and it was from a person that I don't know so I read it. It read:

"Why did u break up with Emma?! Wtf did she do to u?"

I don't even know who this person so why would I want to tell it to them? And there isn't really a reason on why I broke up with her.. I actually really started liking her and I know she liked me and liked being with me. So there isn't really a reason. Well.. besides me being a dick.. there is no reason.

All I responded was:

"Idek who u r so don't text me.. and cuz I felt like it. bye"

I hit send and reread it. What the fuck..? I don't even remember writing that.. I mean why was I so cocky about it?

Damn.. I am a dick

Maybe I should just apologize and ask her out again. Just, this time, I won't hurt her. I don't even care if my friends don't want to talk to me anymore. I like who I like. They like who they like. They just need to mind their one fucking business. I mean that's all I'm asking. For them to shut their fucking mouth holes.

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Lauren's P.O.V.

I texted Skyler saying "Why did u break up with Emma?! Wtf did she do to u?" and he replied that he didn't even know me and said bye.. ugh. I just wanna know. When we went home, right when I got home I FaceTimed Emma because in Current Events she didn't tell me what was wrong. She had to hang up the FaceTime too cause she was about to start crying. I feel so bad and Skyler doesn't even feel any emotion at all about it. He's just a little dick like his own.

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Tuesday 3:46 am

Emma's P.O.V.

I told you you were never going to be loved! No one will EVER love you! EVER! You are just going to turn out to be a slut and sucking dicks all your life! You need to deal with the fact that NO ONE loves you! You're just going to suck dicks for the rest of your life! Sleeping in different peoples beds every night! Losing your virginity to someone that cares nothing about you! Your first kiss was to a boy that cares NOTHING about you! JUST KNOW THAT I WILL NEVER LOVE YOU ALONG WITH THE SEVEN BILLION OTHER PEOPLE THAT NEVER WILL TOO!

YOU'RE BETTER OFF DEAD ANYWAYS! YOU'RE ALREADY DEAD ON THE INSIDE ANYWAYS! WHY DONT YOU JUST KILL YOUR SELF?!

I would really enjoy such a nice girl like you going through all the shit that you don't need to in hell. CAUSE YOU BELONG THERE! It would be nice if you stopped cutting yourself.. but you CAN'T because you are to depressed in what you WANT rather than what you CAN have.

YOU'RE JUST A GREEDY LITTLE BITCH!

I woke up crying. Tears running down my face. That was the worst dream I ever had. Maybe that's my key. Key to heaven or hell. I don't know where I'd go. I've fucked up peoples lives all the time by just looking at them or talking to them. Maybe I'll just end it. End this hell hole and stop living.

Everyone would like it anyways..