Harry POV
Krissy is finally out of the hospital. She is back at home. The doctor put her on bed rest since she had two more kids unexpectedly. He said that it put extreme stress on her body. I have to do any and everything she wants. She's not as bad as i thought she would be. Most girls would take advantage of this oppurtunity. She doesn't make me bathe her, feed her nor wake me up in the middle of the night for weird random stuff. She is pretty cool.
Jasmine, James , and Jordan are really good babies. They don't cry much. Only when they need things like their diapers changed or if they're hungry. I guess they get that from Krissy. My mom always told me stories about how i was a real true cry baby. Krissy was a pro at taking care of them. She has a lot of little cousins so she is use to diapers, feeding and bathing tiny bodies. She is training me and i think i'm getting better.
I'm in Krissy's room a lot now. I want my kids to see me and know who i am. I know they are young but they are never to young to know who their dad is. Right? I went back in Krissy room after i got her some water. She has been wanting water all day. That's all she been drinking. "Here you go Kris. Anything else?" before i cold hand her hte cups of water good she asked for another cup. "Are you serious? This is your 5th cup in the past 10 minutes." She nodded her head and gave me a sad puppy dog look. "Please Harry beary. I don't know why but i'm really thirsty."
I went back down stairs and got her another cup of water. I went back in the room and found her nursing Jasmine and Jordan. James was in the bed sleeping. Krissy insisted that they slept in the bed with her. She believes in the old ways to raise kids. I don't argue with her about it. She knows more about kids than i do. I'm the youngerst and i never had a child before now.
She handed me Jassmine and i looked into her beuatiful big greenish brown eyes. The kind oof glistened. That moment let me know that this was real. There was running away. This was serious. "Jasmine, daddy promises to never let anything happen to you." I looked up and Krissy was smiling at me. "Why are you smiling?" I saw a tear escape her eye. "nothing. It's just been a while since I've seen you be this sweet." Well that made me feel bad. "I know i wasn't the best boyfriend to you, but i promise i will be the best dad to these beautiful babies." When I said that she just started to full fledge cry. "What did I say?" "Nothing. Can you burp the babies and let them sleep with you tonight?" I nodded and did as she asked.
I took Jasmine, Jordan, adn James to my room. I layed them in the center of my bed and stared at them for a while. They looked so peaceful. I wanted to remember this moment forever. I grabbed my phone and took pictures like a mad man. I uploaded them to my computer and sent them to Lisa. Ima print them out later.
I got up after about an hour of watching the kids. i was to nervous to lay with them. I layed a bunch of pillows around them. They were in a fort of pillows. I didn't cover them in pillows tho. I wanted to talk to Krissy. I didn't like how she just cried. When i got to her door I hear a muffled cry. I cracked her door open and saw her in feetle position in her bed with a pillow over her face. It made me want to cry. I just went back to my room. I looked at the kids we made together. I just burst into tears. I felt something on the inside. What is it?
Krissy POV
Hearing Harry talk like that made me feel good. When he said he knew he wasn't a good boyfriend then that's when I lost it. He and i never officially broke up. So yea we are in a relationship. I guess he forgot but i didn't. He thought he could have his cake and eat it to. I'm ending things. Tonight. I thought he was changing. I never thought we would get back together but i did think that we could raise our kids together without issue.
I heard he came to my door and saw me crying. I didn't care. I layed there until my tears dried to my face. At around 1 in the morning i got up and went to the kitchen. i know I'm not suppose to be up but i don't care. I sat at the table and ate some ice cream. A few mintues later Harry came down the stairs. When he saw me he just stared at me.
"Are you going to just stand there and look at me?" i finally said breaking the silence. "Why are you out of bed. You know you are suppose to be up for a few more weeks. If you wnted ice cream you only had to call me..." He was getting on my nerves. "Harry please stop talking to me. Don't act like you care about me. I know you don't. Go find your girl ShyLee and get out my face." He looked stunned. I tried to get up but it was difficult. "Let me help you." I just had enough. "Leave me alone! I don't want your help. Stay away from me. If its not about Jazmine, James, or Jrdan then don't talk to me. I don't want you around me. You always make me think you love me but you don't. I still have feelings for you but you don't feel the same. I'm tired of thinking we have a chance. I lie to myself everyday saying i don't love you still but deep inside i know the truth and the truth is i want you but you don't want me. You're only here to stay off child support. Please leave now and i promise i won't put you on child support." I burst into tears.
He put his arms around me and i layed my head in the bend of his neck. I let the tears flow. He rubbed the lower half of my back. "I do love you Krissy. It just took me longer to realize that. I don't want ShyLee. I want you. i don't care about child support or anytrhing else you want to put me on. I want to take care of you and our kids. Give me that chance. Give me the chance to prove to you that i can be what you want and what you need."
I just cried. He picked me up and carried me to my room. He placed me on my bed and and placed a kiss on my forehead. "Please give me that chance." After he said that he left the room. I cried until i drifted off to a nice deep sleep.
