I can't because it's you

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JOOHYUN: What the hell are you doing here? Why are you with her?
JIN: She's my friend
SEULGI: This is my friend's brother from Canada
JOOHYUN: He was the one you were talking about?
SEULGI: Yes... I didn't know you guys knew each other... I'm sorry
JIN: It's not your fault
JOOHYUN: Yeah
JIN: I should leave you two
JOOHYUN: Yeah please leave
SEULGI: Joohyun...
JIN: Yeah I should leave
SEULGI: I'll message you later
JIN: Okay
JIN LEAVES
JOOHYUN: How did you become friends with him?
SEULGI: He is Wendy brother, when I was in Canada I had no one... Wendy was my only friend and I became close with her family and they treated me like their family
JOOHYUN: They treated me like shit... He's dad said I'm trash beside Jin and that I might give him a bad reputation because of my face and because of my background
SEULGI: What the hell?
JOOHYUN: How long since you saw Wendy?
SEULGI: Few years?
JOOHYUN: She doesn't deserve your friendship, I'm sure she doesn't like you because you are not rich... I'm sure she was your friend because she had no friends
SEULGI: I don't think so... well she was spoiled but she was my friend
JOOHYUN: Their family is like that, they have many faces
SEULGI: What about Jin?
JOOHYUN: He is the same
SEULGI: Joohyun... why did you guys break up?
JOOHYUN: Because of he's dad
SEULGI: Are you okay?
JOOHYUN: I'm going home... I'm not feeling well...
SEULGI: Joohyun
JOOHYUN: I'm fine I just tired
SEULGI: Are you sure?
JOOHYUN: Yes, don't worry
SEULGI: Okay
JOOHYUN LEAVES

SEULGI POV

I didn't expect that Jin and Joohyun were a item... I felt so bad and then suddenly I had a call from Jimin
SEULGI: Hello?
JIMIN: Are you free?
SEULGI: Yeah why?
JIMIN: The boys wants to celebrate our debut
SEULGI: Ah Okay, is Hoseok going?
JIMIN: No, he is meeting Namjoon
SEULGI: Ah... I'm not going then
JIMIN: What? Why?
SEULGI: You guys should celebrate alone as members, if you guys win first place then I'll celebrate with you guys
JIMIN: What? Why are you being so mean?
SEULGI: Celebrate your debut with your members, Yoongi is still my ex Jimin. And I want to rest, I'm sorry
JIMIN: Okay... Rest then... You and Hoseok are not dating right?
SEULGI: What? No way! We are just friends
JIMIN: I'm glad...
SEULGI: Have fun Okay?
JIMIN: Okay
SEULGI: You did a great job today~ I'm so proud of you
JIMIN: Thank you~
SEULGI: Bye bye
JIMIN: Bye *hangs up*

SEULGI POV

I really wanted to go but Yoongi is my ex and I still don't know how I feel about Jimin... It's weird to be there without Hoseok... I texted Hoseok to find out how he is but no reply

AT THE SAME TIME
AT DOPE BAR

HOSEOK: I'm here
NAMJOON: Hey man
HOSEOK: Did you order?
NAMJOON: Yeah I did, what happened?
HOSEOK: How did you know?
NAMJOON: You usually smile sincerity but now all I can see is fake smiles
HOSEOK: *sigh* It's Seulgi...
*DRINKS ARRIVES*
NAMJOON: Great timing our drinks are here
HOSEOK: *takes a sip* It's Seulgi...
NAMJOON: Why is that women always giving you trouble?
HOSEOK: She likes Jimin...
NAMJOON: What? Wow
HOSEOK: Actually few days ago... she kissed me
NAMJOON: What?!
HOSEOK: Actually she always liked Jimin... When he left all she could think was him... she thought she always liked him as a brother but no... She gave up her dream for him and he became a dancer while the both of us became models...
NAMJOON: Why did you quit? In school you were hardly at class you were always dancing in our school studio
HOSEOK: I quit because of Seulgi... And because I lost hope and passion after Jimin left
NAMJOON: Damn... Why did she kiss you?
HOSEOK: She was drunk... Before she kissed me... I heard her whisper Jimin's name...
NAMJOON: What?! Damn!
HOSEOK: And the next day she didn't remember...
NAMJOON: What?!
HOSEOK: I don't know what to do... I love her so much... Because of her I stop taking medicine... Because of her I forgot all my pain I had when.. my mother left me... She made me smile again, she made me who I'm right now. She gave me hope to live, she gave me hope to smile *gulps down he's beer*
NAMJOON: Hoseok... Man I don't what to say...
HOSEOK: I love her so much...
NAMJOON: I don't know what to do or say...
HOSEOK: It's fine... If she and Jimin date... I'll just have to be happy again...

SEULGI POV

It was already 11:00 pm and no reply from Hoseok... I was worried because I'm sure he drank with Namjoon well mostly guys hang out they usually drink and Hoseok seems quite down recently... I sat on my couch looking at the black screen.. I was waiting for Hoseok to reply me... Suddenly my bell rang I ran towards it and I opened it, it was dangerous but I felt it was Hoseok and yes it was him. As soon I opened it Hoseok head landed on my shoulder, he smelled like alcohol. I slowly closed the door, Hoseok looked at me and he smiled at me without realising I smiled back at him and he rested his head on my shoulder while he's hand was on my waist. I hugged him and I heard him cry... He sounded so sad, I slowly move my hand to his wrist and I dragged him to my room for him to sleep. I made him to lay down on my bed and I sat on the bed beside him and I wiped his tears that were dropping.

HOSEOK: S-Seulgi...
SEULGI: Are you okay?
HOSEOK: I- I love you...
SEULGI: H-Hoseok...
HOSEOK: As a friend...
SEULGI: Yeah... Me too
HOSEOK: Thank you...
SEULGI: For?
HOSEOK: Thank you for being my friend... thank you for healing me... thank you for making me smile and thank you for making me feel alive...
SEULGI: I didn't do anything...
HOSEOK: You did... Seulgi... Can you sleep beside me today?
SEULGI: Sure... I can...
HOSEOK: Lay down then
SEULGI LAYS BESIDE HOSEOK
HOSEOK: Thanks

SEULGI POV

Hoseok felt asleep while holding my hand... I think he's pain from his mother came back... I looked at him sleep and he looked like a baby sleeping... It reminded me when we were in high school...

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