Sport's Aren't My Only (GxG)

Chapter Twelve

 Autumn's POV:

I was on the opposite side of the room of her. She wasn't looking at me as she stared at the ceiling, her back being braced against the door. Rylee's chest was rising up and down quickly... I wasn't really sure if it was because of what I just said to her... or because of before, maybe it was part of both.

"Oh... Uhm, who is it?" Her voice sounded as if she was on the other side of the house, low and barely audible. I rolled my eyes as I gave out a pathetic laugh. As I looked at her, I noticed that she had a face that expressed her feelings; she really wanted me to say it out loud. I bit my lip, pulling the covers back. I tossed the 'décor' pillows onto the floor and laid down, not bothering to know that she was confused. "Autumn?"

"Just, nevermind. It was a mistake to bring it up. Can we just go to sleep?" I asked her as I felt the bed move slightly, indicating she was now on the bed as well.

"I don't know why you can't just say it out loud." She said, turning off the light. I looked over my shoulder to see her still in a sitting position. I groaned in annoyance, pushing myself up on my arms.

"What do you want me to say? That I like you? Because I know that you know who I was talking about...." I somewhat shouted at her. Her eyes were in a wide state as she looked at me. I felt so fucking stupid right now. I can't believe I'm doing this! "I know that I'm all new to this and you probably think it's a fucking joke because I told you I was straight, but I just don't think... I'm really as straight as I thought I was." I closed my eyes and let out a breath, my eyes reopening to see her soft blue ones concentrating on me. I tried to swallow the lump in my throat as I continued on with my humliating speech. "And... I think that as I spent more time with you, my feelings kept building and building that it was starting to suffocate me. I guess you were right after all, eh?"

"Right about what?" She asked as she brought her knees to drape her arms on. I tried to read what her face was saying, but she was learning how to hide her emotional reactions much better now. I shrugged my shoulders to show my annoyance.

"About how you thought I was at least bisexual." Rylee scratched the back of her neck as she looked at some spot on the comforter. I was beginning to get restless as I watched this blank unreadable look on her face. "Look, this was stupid to bring up, I'm sorry. Let's just go to bed and forget about it, alright?" I turned back around and laid down again, my back facing her.

I sighed, closing my eyes, my nerves racking my body as I tried to go to sleep as quickly as possible. My eyes shot open though when I felt a light weight drape over my waist. I looked over my shoulder to see her eyes shining closely to me. I felt my eyes grow heavy as I focused on her body being closer now.

"It's ok to say you like me, Autumn. I like you too." She whispered in my ear. I felt my chest tug as I turned around in her arms. She had a serious face as she looked down at me. I gasp when she leaned forward.

"Please don't play with my emotions right now, Rye. I already feel strange as it is... so please, if you're not serious-." She cut me off as she rolled her eyes, pushing me on my back and climbing on top of me, kissing up my neck. I closed my eyes as I moved my hands to her back, scratching my fingers down it. I tried to contain my moaning, but that was just... getting too damn hard now. "Rylee..." Her hands were diving in my shirt, pushing it up above my stomach as she nipped at my collarbone.

I felt my neck roll back so that she had more access to it. What edged me the most was that I did it instinctively. My eyes watched as her hands went higher up my torso, finger nails scraping along my skin.

"I'm not playing with your emotions." She stopped her hands as she sat up, her weight now laying solely on my hips. "It's just that this is new for me too." I gave her a confused expression, earning a smile from her.