The past of the Demon Empress

Life is not kind

My life only got destroyed more by each day, week, month, year every second every hour... 

A month has passed since young Messorem was kidnapped and molested she has been too scared to leave her home, since those events, and any man that wasn't her father scared her, her happiness has faded ever since, and it only got worst, Tatiana got an illness that was unknown, she was bedridden, Tatnum was trying his best to nurse his wife back to health, and he tried to assure his daughter that her mother would get better, but he knew that was a lie he knew his wife wouldn't get well, most of all he knew she wouldn't live that much longer, but despite this he tried to keep strong for Messorem, he would care for his daughter and address her needs and protect her.Tatiana smiled through this knowing that the gods had good plans for her, she knew she wouldn't live that much longer, but this didn't scare her, though this way of dying was painful to her, she didn't know what was killing her she knew that it would be found out years into the future, her symptoms were the coughing up of blood, chest pain, wheezing and her weight was dropping rapidly, she didn't want her daughter to see her like this but she also wanted to embrace her daughter as much as she could for her last remaining days on earth. Tatiana laid in the bed looking at the ceiling as her husband cried knelt down next to the bed praying for Tatiana's recovery, then he heard the small pitter patter of his daughters' feet in the hallway  coming to the door, he got up about to tell her that mommy was sleeping, but Tatiana stopped him saying ''let her come in'' .  Messorem opened the door  and walked in seeing her father looking at her mother worriedly and sadly, she then went over to her mom and asked ''Mommy when will you get better..'' her mom strained a smile and simply replied ''Novio, I'm not sure when I will get better, and I'm not sure if I will..'' her fathers breath hitched and he started crying ''princesa mommy..shes very ill and, and she m-might n-not make it'' Messorem couldn't understand what he meant, ''d-daddy w-what d-do you mean'' her eyes started to water, ''Princesa ella morirá..'' he answered as his daughter started crying.

5 weeks passed and my mother died.....

Tatnum..was filled with pain and loss he mourned his wife's death and his daughter fell into depression, he knew he had to keep strong for her, the burial service was soon to occur once the news got out , the whole town of Sarine Libertad pitched in for it, they made food, fruit drinks, beautiful crafts in the honour of the deceased Tatiana, and the local undertaker and carvers crafted a beautifully designed coffin with Tatiana's favourite flowers and birds, and the local artist painted a beautiful image of her. 

The service was not an easy thing to sit through for neither Tatnum or Messorem, it was hard and sad but they at least knew Tatiana was at peace and would no longer feel the pain that she felt with her passing, the saddest thing was that when the coffin was open her mother had a smile on her face, she died smiling, because she got everything that she wanted with her life, a family kind friends and she was happy. 

After the passing nothing seemed to help messorem get better  not even playing with her cat helped, her father tried to help, he got her a husky pup this helped her a bit, she named it shy..a name that also came to her in her dreams, she knew that name was significant just like the name rin.

My mother's death was due to Lung cancer....it was caused due to the cells being in her, she didn't smoke, but this isn't the true reason why she got it..you will learn later why...

Princesa ella morirá: princess she will die

novio: sweetheart

-AN:i used translate sorry if any translation is wrong-