Fandom Song Imagines - ON HIATUS

Skinny Love - Spot Conlon(Newsies)

Come on skinny love just last the year. Pour a little salt we were never here.

I remember that morning when I first met you. You walked into the coffee shop as if you owned the place. I was so enthralled by your commanding presence that I forgot to listen to the lady ordering. You approached me with a smirk, flirting the whole time you were at the counter. 

I wish I had known what would happen. 

My my my, my my my my-my my my. Staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer.

You used to be the most affectionate person I know, always showing your love in different ways. You never once made me feel like a burden. But that changed. Now you're short-tempered and spiteful. You always seemed to be too busy to even be around me. 

I really miss you.

I tell my love to wreck it all. Cut out all the ropes and let me fall. My my my, my my my ma-ma my my. Right in the moment this order's tall.

I know I can't keep pining for a love that's been lost, but I'm not ready to let go yet.I know that you've already abandoned this relationship. I want to keep this just for a while longer. It's too much to ask to get over you so soon.

I know I shouldn't, but I'm holding on for now.

And I told you to be patient, I told you to be fine.

Maybe you're just stressed from work. I should be more patient with you and wait it out. Once this term is over you will have less on your plate. Then you will be the same as you were before.

I just need to give it a little time.

I told you to be balanced, I told you to be kind.

I just wish you would put more effort into this relationship. I'm sure that you're trying, but it always looks like you don't care and I'm the only one fighting for this relationship. I can help you if only you would let me.

All I want is for you to want me the way I need you.

And in the morning I'll be with you, but it will be a different kind.

I woke up to find you still asleep next to me. You came home late last night, again. You thought I was asleep. You don't hold me the way you used to. You are always turned away from me. I take this opportunity to study the features I've grown to love, knowing that this is the way things will be.

I know it's time to let go.

'Cause I'll be holding all the tickets and you'll be owning all the fines.

I know my friends will try to help me, but deep down there's an 'I told you so' that can't be escaped. Because I loved you much more than I should have. When I leave I will be left with regrets and the pain, while you will be fine.

Where did the happiness you promised me go?

Come on Skinny Love what happened here?

Was it something I did? Did I get too snappy or grouchy? 

What did I do wrong?

Suckle on the hope in light brassieres.

I've tried to keep my faith. My faith in love, happiness, you. I've been trying to keep this relationship alive through the very last drop of love I can muster.

But I've finally lost hope.

My my my, my my my, my-my my my. Sullen load is full. So slow on the split.

It's been a week. You're still as distant as ever and I still haven't ended things. I've reached the breaking point. I don't know what else I can do or how much more I can take.

It's taken too long for us to end this.

And I told you to be patient, I told you to be fine.

I know that I can be loud and obnoxious. I know I have a lot of flaws, but please don't give up on me. I need you to be okay with my shortcomings and help me to get through my struggles. If you help me, maybe we can still save this.

You said you'd be patient with me.

I told you to be balanced, I told you to be kind.

In case you haven't noticed, I still care for you. I keep trying to show you how much I want this, but I can't give everything I gave before. If I do, I won't recover from the break that's bound to happen.

I already gave too much.

And now all your love is wasted, then who the hell was I?

I can tell that you have run out of love, but on who? You haven't been loving me for a long time. Who else have you been kissing while I've been crying alone? But you already knew that. So I ask you, How can you know that I'm crying and not care at all? What did I mean to you if you can throw it all away in a day?

Who was I to you?

'Cause I'm breaking at the britches and at the end of all your lies.

I'm falling apart and there's nothing anyone can do to fix it. All your lies have made it impossible for me to trust again. I will never love anyone the way I loved you.

But do I really want to?

Who will love you? Who will fight? And who will fall far behind?

Who else will love you as much as I did? Who will fight as hard as I did to keep you? I gave up so much to keep you and I can't imagine that anyone else would do the same. 

I hope you find someone who loves you as much as I did.

Come on Skinny Love!

That's where I leave this. I can't hold onto this toxic romance anymore. It was never meant to last anyway. I'm finally throwing in the towel.

I'm done.

My my my, my my my, my-my my my. My my my, my my my, my-my my my.

Goodbye, Spot. I love you more than anything and I hope you know this wasn't an easy choice to make. I will never forget you, or our Skinny Love.

Love, Y/n.

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Spot shed a single tear as he reread the letter you left for him that night. He can't believe he let someone as amazing as you walk away from him. He knows he lost his chance and he will never forget you. He will never stop loving you. He will never stop hurting for the pain he put you through.

The End.