Who Do I Love?

Letting her go

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"I want to live. I can find someone else, right? But I know you wouldn't leave me untouched." I say.

"You're right, I wouldn't. It's boring to just let you go so easily. Who knows what you might do....So, I'll give you a chance to choose. What kind of cut do you want? Do you want something that's unnoticeable?" She asks while preparing her weapons.

My heart is beating fast again. I'm a little bit scared.  I know she won't kill me but it's going to hurt being cut, depends on the depth too.. I want a cut that wont be noticeable by other people. I don't want people asking random questions about my cut, so where? At the back? Maybe, at the mid-section at my back. We will be wearing swimsuits.... Well, I don't like it on my arms, legs or neck so I'll just choose that.

"I want it on my back." I say.

"Osana, why aren't you scared? Its not like I want you to be, but, you are too calm in a situation like this. Not all kidnappers are like this. And incase you're wondering why I'm sparing you like this, I'm sparing you because you're senpai's childhood friend, you're important to him. If he found out you died or something, he might go insane. I dont want that, when
I end up with him, I want to to sane and happy." She says.

"Well... Me being calm is none of your business. But, well deep inside, I know you are nice too. Whether all the things you did were fake, I know that you faced hardships like everyone else."

"By the way Ayano, can you tell me the reason you're like this? I think you said something about bloodlines. Does it have something to do with you?" I ask curiously.

"Okay, but don't tell anyone. Have you ever heard of a bloodline that only has girls?"

"Yeah,why?"

"Well do you know..Ryoba...Aishi?"

"Yeah, my mother told me something about her. She said that she was sent to the court because of a journalist. She was proven innocent and the journalist was famous so his fame went down because of accusing a female highschool student. She also said that she was her classmate, she was....good in biology. She's good at other subjects but not as good as when it's biology...T..that's all I know. Can you...Let me go now? please? My parents will be worried, they'll ask Taro-kun then...they'll...they'll be worried...'' I sat shaking a bit.

''I'll....lets you go for once. But you better promise me, leave, senpai, alone. Don't flirt with him, don't confess to him and don't, tell anyone about this. That's all you have to do. I won't harm you.'' She says while untying me.

While she was untying me, I felt relieved. I'm glad that I can still live, the only conditions I have to do are simple enough. I just have to bottle my feelings and hope for the best, for my feelings for him to disappear or for her to disappear. These feelings don't just randomly disappear. I've kept it for years and I won't give it up so easily. But, this girl will kill me. I just need a plan, a plan to either let her be killed or get arrested.

After a few minutes, I was finally released. I wonder, how am I going to explain this to my parents, and to Taro too. Would I just say, " I was out with a friend."? But they'll ask who is that friend...I can't just say her name out of no where! What if she was stalking me, following me, thinking and worrying that I would blurt that out and ruin the conditions she gave me.

No, don't think about it. I'll just have to use her name.

" Ayano, wait. What if...what if my parents ask where I was, what should I say?" I ask worriedly.

"Just say...You were with a friend or something. But that won't do. Maybe...Just say...Oh I don't know. What kind of question would  make them believe you? Like any topics or something?" She asks. It looks like she's thinking about this a lot. Her life does depend on this small excuse.

"Uhh....well, one time, I was with a friend. We went to another country without my parents' consent." I say.

"Then tell that. You have more questions?"

"Can I...Can I still act the same around him?"
 
" Your choice. Just don't make him fall in love with you. That's the last thing I'd want.Now go if you don't have any more questions."

"W-wait. Give Budo-senpai a chance. Bye" I said as I ran away, away to no where.

"Budo-senpai?"