The Watchman's Story

Chapter 1 Who Am I

Are you seeing things that no others can? Do you have dreams that have happened in reality? Do you have visions or warnings to others to be careful? Can you stop those? How?

You need to know who you are before you know who you were. Have some flashbacks. Were you unique? peculiar? special? gifted? or just simply like the others? I thought it was just a part of me, natural and normal. I didn't ignore but it's like I knew it was something, a power? hhmmm no. I didn't tell anyone because it was no big deal for me. That's how I made a picture about it.

When I was a child, it's my instinct to apart to my family, particularly with my parents. Unlike other kids, they preferred and loved to be with their parent's or to be with their mother when they sleep. Not me, I would like to be far from them and alone. I liked to play indoor and outdoor games with friends like a common child. I saw and remembered nothing special.

When I reached the age of 12, I began to feel something different towards nature. I talked to the rain, I even gave a name to it. And I could feel the presence of something, anything that I could see. I thought it was a telekinetic but until now, I never experience to do it. It looks like it needs a strong focus and concentration. That's pretty tough. I don't have the character to like to meditate. I easily get destructed.

When we moved to my mother's hometown, one day, I was in the well, pumping water, there was a sudden thing came inside my head - there's a place where I was walking in and there was a well I passed by, that's the place where I could find a man who would become a special part of my life - . I thought to try, to go to that place since I knew that place because it gave me the direction where it was. But I was conscious. Why should I do that? I told myself that I might just be hallucinating, perhaps.

After years and years, I became a chess varsity in our school. I met this person in an event. We became a couple for almost 6 years. And that vision I had when I was fetching the water was true. He lived exactly in the place where I saw in my vision. Ok, so that's it. No big deal.

Before I graduated my High School, I always thought to be a nun. But what counted that time to me was my family. I am the eldest in the family and I should help once I got a job so why should I choose to be a nun. The salary maybe low or nothing, just an allowance perhaps. And I didn't feel right to choose it though I wanted to be that way. My head won over the desire of my heart.

The second vision I had when I was walking along the street passing by the memorial chapel nearby my house. I turned my head and I looked at it, a 2-storey building. When I was looking at it and kept on walking, there's a sudden thing came in my mind again. There would be a family member, a relative who would be in that memorial chapel. I thought who gonna be there. But I didn't mind. After few months or a year, my aunt died and she was laid in that memorial chapel.

Ok, at the last of 2013, I met someone. As soon as I got up, he came up to my head and I told myself that he would be the man for me, a destined man for me. It was not like my desire or want that he would be mine. It was told to me by something that's why I got up and wondered. But I was happy and I liked it because that man is handsome :P  I told this to my friend. I explained to her to remember what I told her because the next time I would remind her that my vision came true. Sadly, we got separated after a year.  All visions that I declared, told or "broadcasted" never had happened. I should keep it secret to myself.

In my daughter's school, I met lots of parents who became friends and some became my close friends. There was a vision that one of my close friends, she and I would have a problem that would cause discomfort. I thought of one person. She was like 10-15 years older than me. I respected her so much and I liked her. So, it's quite impossible that we gonna have a problem. A few weeks later. I felt something strange about her. I thought why, and maybe I spoke something not nice to her ear but I often asked my other friends if it's a big deal. We still talked, walked together but as days went by, we eventually avoiding each other. She usually confronted someone or talked with someone privately if there would be something to get cleared or to make her side clear. But in between of our case, she never asked to talk to me. Until now, we never get to have a chance to talk the what was the problem. In fact, when I saw this vision, I didn't try to block or to cut it because I believed that there would be no reason that she and I would have a problem. But...

Years passed by when I was walking along downtown, something came in. I was going to get pregnant with a boy soon and how he came fast, he would end soon. After that vision, why not to buy some baby clothes to have an early preparation? I should try to follow and believe this time. But money talked. Why should I spend money for nothing or no one yet in front of me? After a week, I met someone. I got pregnant and we got separated because of my pregnancy. I gave birth to a boy. As I still confused, if that man came in fast and disappeared quickly or my son came in fast and would disappear fast? Because of this, I am keeping my son safe all the time. I always pray for his protection. And I often see bad visions for him, endless appearing to my sight. And yes, he is prone to accident. Like other boys, so energetic and active since he has a G6PD. I always block or cut the visions I am seeing to him. I know that I can't do it like 100%. Sometimes I am a bit late to block or to stop that vision. It happened. Yes, it's very stressful and tiring to keep an eye on him and stop whatever visions I see to him. The best way is that to tell him or to speak aloud what is going to happen to him. And yes, it's effective. Whenever I speak it louder, I could picture out like, the enemies were mumbling and went to different direction like there were in a panic.

Mid-year of 2016 when I began to see things, visions, strange things through my imagination which I believed. I never had weird visions like this before. I told this to my Aunt and she told me that maybe I was just stressed. After few months, I told the same story to my cousin as I continued seeing things. It's quite annoying already because I had to stop doing things just to check what it was or who had just passed by.

I often saw snake everywhere I looked at. I always thought of it and I didn't know why. One I saw it, I asked myself what I would do if the snake would just come in or went to this or that way. I always thought what to do. But take note. I saw no visible snake. I was all an imaginary or a vision.

Sometime in early 2017, I chatted with a friend who was my co-worker way back 2007. I went to visit her house with my 2-year old son. She told some things that gave me goosebumps. From that day, I started to believed what she said and says to me. Despite the fact that I considered myself as an atheist. That's how easy for her to convince me to believe. I started to see things clearer and often asked help on how to rebuke and fight against the enemy of darkness.

When we moved into the place closer to my friend's residence, I became more active and attentive to what she was saying. We went to worship every Sunday at her place with some other people. Little by little I learned some things for me and I was anointed before we moved in.

I was anointed as to be the telescope. That was so far I remembered. Later, when I told them when I was in High School, I predicted situations and were all came true. And there were situations that I could know somehow if someone was in danger or someone would be in a certain place or in a situation. It wouldn't happen, once I spoke up about it to anyone or when I revealed it to someone.

Finally, I was acknowledged as the Watchman of the World. As I see things to happen in the future. Often bad, worse, worst things that I need to warn those who are involved or for them. There are few good things that I believe I shouldn't tell because whenever I tell things, it doesn't happen.

My first weapon was a small knife :P .  It left me when I asked the Father not to allow me to have visions. But eventually I regained my visions later, I got 2 swords with me. I could transport in a blink of an eye, I could touch and destroy the enemies whatever ways I want.

Later, my visions in the future are becoming clearer and all of those I predicted has happened, And as time goes by, more and more changes and addition to the gifts from the Father has given to me.

I could release "wrath" to someone to learn, a bit similar to vengeance but they should have it for them to realize the mistakes they have done.

- "You cannot destroy the enemy unless you identify it". This is the first thing I learned by myself. In order for you to win against the evils or demons, you should know what and who you are battling around. This is not about spells or curses, nor speaking witches. It's all about prayers. The most powerful prayer is the prayer or a righteous person. Are you? Thank the Father, Ask forgiveness and tell Him what you want, and close it in Jesus name.