Long Distance Relationship [On-Hold]

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Annyeong! Sorry for not updating lately... I've been busy with freaking school... Which led to high gradesss!  And I'm so Bored ATM... So I did this part while there's nothing to do... And as u can see I've made a story bout KIM SEOKJIN!  Everybody! U should anticipate it....i promise u it's gonna be very funnyyy!

But one thing! 

KAMSAHAMANIDA FOR ALL THE READS~~

Proceed with the story now~~√√

///////////////////-------------------------------Jungzie's P.O.V.

      I've had a fun time at the group chat...I Laughed so Hard like Yesssss! Jungkook kept giving cuddles... I kept poking his cheeks...they were soft..... Very Soft......

I checked my phone after a few more cuddles from my Bunny Jungkookie and Sat down reading all of it....

Being dizzy makes me anxious.....and... Kindddaaa annoyed....i never usually have problems.....so yes.... I'm Annoyed everytime those things happen.... I'm like: 'WHATTTTT! WHY CANT I SOLVE THIS QUESTION! ITS SO EASY!'

yes that's me....

Just wow... Never realized that all of this can be happening....i was such a pabo to realize all this...

Well even if I know Jungkook is mine... I still think... Do I deserve all this?

Should he just...  Nevermind...

Why do i feel so different now that I've achieved my dream.... Now that all I wanted.....is now mine....i feel so empty now...

Like I don't need to do anything else...

I don't like this feeling....So I walked to Jungkook and told him...

He sighed and Pouted while Holding my Cheeks...

"Jagiya... You know we still have one thing to achieve.....ill do anything to make you happy...I Love You... Please don't be sad... That makes me sadder"

I sighed and Nodded as he kissed me...

I kept thinking...

**FlashBack**
'I Wonder... If BTS can have girls...why dont they get one now!  It's not like it'll hurt or anything!'

"Jungzie....They have their reasons... Limitations....you can say all you want but They Love all the Fans... They are willing to wait....the Fan idol Relationship is too strong"

"AISH!  That's just an excuse! They just wanna Hurt the Fans More!"

**End of Flashback**

I sighed as my memories kept flowing back...

Taehryn went in... She sighed in front of me... Jungkook wanted to give us privacy so he left me and Taehryn alone.....

I felt Blank and Felt Anger...

I don't know why... But I'm mixed up... I felt like crying....

I busted into tears and Jungkook rushed in to Hug me...

Was he really just there all this time?

And aren't I...

Just a disgrace?

Taehryn's P.O.V.

    Ahhh... I think Jungzie is getting her mood swings again....

Why does this happen so often....

Is it because of what happened from the past years.....as she screamed on how mad she was.....her mind was too hard to read...

She's been like this...

On all the months that have passed...

Why? Just why?

Jungkook's P.O.V.

    I sighed while Hugging Jungzie as she was Bursting out her tears... She was just happy a while ago.... Why a sudden breakdown?

This is just.....  Wrong.....

It's not that I hate things...it not really that....

I feel like I need to be more caring...

As her boyfriend I will.... I feel like this is useless.... I wanted to ask Chae about this.... Maybe later...

For the rest of the day.... I got her sleeping....which gave me time to get to the couch and Have a talk with Chae...

She was with Yoongi...

"Ah Jungkook~ what brings you here?" as she asked I replied...

"Well.. I have a reason... Jungzie has been crying...Taehryn has been thinking... Which made me wonder... Whats going on?  What's with her mood swings... And what happened in the past?"

Chae told me to calm down.... And she'll tell me everything....

"Well Jungkook... She's had a hard time...the past years when we were still Fans....she.... Saw sometimes on social media... She Told us... If you guys can have girlfriends... Why not follow you heart and Get a girlfriend immediately....shes been broken for years.... Until you came and Talked to her.. She never believed in happy endings..... She kept mumbling that those were just 'Happy Fantasies' that are so Obviously made up.... She keeps telling herself she'd rather live in sad reality more than trying to be in fake happy fantasies.... Eventually....every year... She gets an emotional mood swing.... We are used to this... Don't worry... If more mood swings happen... Don't hesitate to tell me... "

I sighed and nodded.... Okay fine....

If she....only... Knew.... How much times I failed on love...

I'm a failure.... Just so she knows....

But i know that isn't what she sees in me.... Love has been difficult... So I didn't mind having a love life at all...

Love is just something hard to get...

Now that.. People are against us...

Some ARMYs may protect us... But if they all know... We'd rather be hurt by negative words.. Than for them to get hurt by protecting us....

ARMYs Have the Connection to us..

A Bond that we wouldn't want to break... If Jungzie only understands... All ARMYs Are important...

I know deep inside she also knows..

She's been an ARMY so... She should know about how all ARMYs Feel....

She also has Fans... But... Doesn't she realize.. That... From all the Love they all spread out....

Would be broken for a single mistake of Loving?

This is why we keep our love a secret....

We'd keep it safe for the future....

I hope she'd understand... We need to talk.....

This is important....i need her to be happy... She's been having lots of mood swings lately... I just don't tell Chae about it....

I don't want her worried... This is supposed to be my problem so I'll solve it....

Jungzie.....I need to fix this...

I really need to... She was the reason why 'I Need U' Was created....

I told the producers about my problem.... At least they did understand.....

Now... I need my Hyungs.... We need to talk...

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Then again!  Thanks for reading! 

Let's Keep this up... But sorry!  I got exams going on.. I won't be back until a week ;-;

Bye Now~~