Chapter 4: sudden changes

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I sit and I wait im not sure how much time has gone by, I don't know whether it has been hours or even days. I haven't seen prodigy, or have I seen a sunrise. I'm terrified of what this boy has in mind for me next but I know it isn't good, I know that what comes next is painful every time. and to think he was my favorite, the only reason I declined the date was because he was to cocky. Now if he had been sweet and flirty everything would be different. I could be dating THE Prodigy from mindless behavior, I could be at home napping in my bed with my puppy beside me. I could feel my mother kiss me goodnight and hear how much she loves me. But no matter how much I tell myself this is just a nightmare and that I will wake up soon and just realize that all of this wasn't real and that I am fine and not bleeding from badly healing scars, and that I wont have to beg for my life at any time. I wont be fine, but I cant promise that I will die.

Time passes....

I still don't know what time it is, prodigy came in once to check on me, he bandaged me up and gave me real clothing. he unchained me but swore that if I tried to escape I would die trying. and I don't think I'm ready to die. Not yet anyway. he brought me food, it wasn't much but never in my life have I ever been so happy to see dry toast. he left me alone to eat and when I was done he came and collected my plate. I thought this was quite strange because he came in none but two seconds after I had completed my (lack of) meal. I wonder if he is watching me. Is he waiting for me to get comfortable and then hurt me all over again? Will I die here?

"Hello?" I called out to the empty room "I don't know if anyone can hear me but am I better if I sit here"

I received no answer but then I decided that I would just make the silence my friend. I started singing a song my mother used to sing to me "The way I am" by Ingrid Michaelson . I hummed the slow melodious tune. and slowly since no one was there to listen I sang the lyrics

"if you are falling, then I would catch you. you need a light I'd find a match 'cuz I love the way you call me baby and you take me the way I am..."

Just singing those very few lyrics made me wanto sob but I made a decision, I'm going to be strong.

But before I could even formally promise this to myself Prodigy came in. He tossed me a coat and some boots.

"come on, we have to go" he said " Now here are some rules you will not tell anyone that I held you captive, you will say that I am your boyfriend and that we were on a vacation together. you will not flirt or date any other boy. Only I can kiss you."

"umm if you don't mind my asking where are we going?"

He smirked at me and said "On tour with Mindless Behavior"

Author's Note

Hey! So yeah im pissed that they replaced prodigy but im not pulling hime from my story. BUT if some of you guys want me to include the new dude in the future chapters please comment and let me know. And yeah I know I kind of dropped off the face of the Earth but I'm back. I would just like some comments and votes. that would be nice. I know this story is seeming quite weird at the moment but please bear with me I'm Trying and please I know I have made some grammatical errors. Oh! and would you like longer chapters?

Remember beauty Is truly in the eye of the beholder! and honey

You

Are

Perfect! And no one can change that :)

OH! one more thing check out the song I referenced, because I still need help attaching files....

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