From Pens and Secrets

What have I done

Yoongi's POV
I can't get her out of my mind... That scream was...horrifying. And her boyfriend, who knows what's up with him...

Sitting here in my desk I've started to realize I shouldn't have said anything to him, that it could have meant more trouble for JinHee. I haven't seen her yet today, and it's worrying me more... I'm just hoping she'll walk in, smile at me, and be able to stand properly. Most likely not the second thing but still....
A man can wish right?

I don't deserve JinHee... I'm the schools biggest jerk...I'm a trouble maker, constantly in detention. And yes, I'll admit it, I am the biggest fuckboy you'll ever meet. JinHee is sweet and kind, quiet and innocent. She's never done anything wrong...and yet she still looks at me when I talk to her. No one acknowledges how special this girl is....she's amazing, and Jungkook tends to notice this a little, but no one as much as me. And she's beautiful, I still remember the time I managed to make her smile, it was the most gorgeous thing I had ever seen. And I wish I could see it again, I wish I was the cause of the tiny smiles she always gives Jungkook. I really wish I could hear her laugh, make her laugh. I wish she was by my side, that she was mine. And not with that monster of a person...

But a man can only wish...

I tapped my pencil on my desk, staring at the door to the classroom as the bell rang, signaling the start of class. I bit my lip and held my pencil tight, she was only late.
But no matter how many times I told myself this the minutes still ticked on as I got increasingly worried.
"Hey...Yoongi, are you okay?" Taehyung lightly tapped on my arm as I jumped a little and turned towards him,
"Yeah...I'm fine..." I tried listening to the lecture as I kept staring at the door, why couldn't she be here? Was it because I told her boyfriend I knew? What if he is abusing her right now? Because of me? I tapped my foot, waiting for the Bell to ring so I could just skip my next class, just to make sure she was okay.

After what seemed like there forever I finally heard the Bell, standing up and instantly walking out, before the teacher even said we were excused. I left the school, heading straight for JinHee's home. As soon as It came into sight I could see her boyfriend's car was gone and there were skid marks on the driveway and road. I still wanted to see if JinHee was still here. I knocked on the door,
"JinHee?" No answer. I knocked slightly louder, the bit more of force pushing the door open slightly as I realized it hadn't even been shut all the way. I slowly walked into the house, the place was trashed, like someone was looking for something. But my eyes were drawn to the red stains on the floor, that I was really hoping were not blood stains. There was a belt on the floor, red paint...was on it as well.

Who was I kidding, it was blood and I knew it...

"J-JinHee!?" I started going into every room in the house, and soon I ended upstairs at the end of the hall, where I finally noticed some blood trail in the carpet and some smeared on the wall "JinHee please answer me tell me you're okay!" I looked around the empty room, sweating and feeling my worry grow more. I turned around to the other side of the bed, thinking I would collapse right then and there. The sight was like torture. "JinHee! No! No please you have to be okay!" I fell on my knees next to her as I turned her over carefully, noticing she was still breathing slightly. I sighed and tried waking her up, but there was no way she was even moving. She was covered with bruises and cuts, the shirt she was wearing was ripped and there were scars all over her back, and her wrists, she had been cutting. How had I not noticed this the first time I saw her!? This is all my fault, she wouldn't have gotten hurt this bad if I would have kept my mouth shut. Her face...her beautiful features, were interrupted by bruises and her stomach had what looked like a stab wound, there was blood coming from her mouth and nose, and it was fresh. I scooped her up in my arms as I called the police, shaking as I talked on the phone, tears running down my cheeks

"Yes I would like to report abuse, this girl is nearly dead and her boyfriend ran away...she's Kim JinHee... Yes, I am at......"