I MISS MY BABIES
I went to the Last Young Renegades Tour two days ago in Amsterdam. Damn. I tought I was complete, having seen EVERYTHING ATL has to offer me online but Live is a whole other thing.
I never had been to a concert before and going to All Time Low was very special to me since I've been a fan for five years now.
The whole thing was magical and I have been hitted with a severe after-concert depression and honestly I wanna go back and re-live the whole concert.
I think I cried from beginning till end. When you finally get to see your heroes peform live on stage its just amazing. Its so unreal.. I was pretty much in the front aswell and I locked eyes with Alex a few times which just makes me cry even more now.
I am so proud of them tough.. Five years ago they were still small and cutesy. They played in small venues here in Europe and now they played in AFAS Live, previously called Heineken Music Hall. It was their biggest venue they ever played in Europe in and I am just so proud of them.. I love the band so much..
I am just another face in the crowd. I know that. My chances of meeting any of them are already slim because of that but because I live in Europe, its even slimmer. I don't see them coming around to the Netherlands any time soon let alone my hometown. If I ever get to meet them tough, any of them, it would be most special to me. It is my dream to meet them. Talk to them. Just hang with them even if it is for 5 minutes.
Alex, Jack, Zack, Rian, if you guys ever get to see this: You are amazing. I love you guys so much. My life isn't an easy one and it never will be but your music helped me cope and face the world and tell myself "yes. I can do this". Thank you for that. I wish I can tell you guys this in real life sometime.
XLion
