My pencil tapped the small wooden desk I sat at , Mr George's pop quiz often makes some learners want to die then and there , luckily History is one of those subjects I some how pass , after almost 30 minutes of writing a quiz on slavery , I finished and handing it in , I scurried back to my desk , to see a folded piece of paper on top of my books , I shivered , I knew these types of notes all too well , I slowly unfolded the piece of ripped of piece of paper , I reread those words over and over again , it was glued to mind .
"The bitch is back , your little romance will end soon ...make it last - Dylan."
I glanced over to see Dylan Thomas smirking happily at me and mouthed "Good luck sweetie" and smiled evily . I gulped and turned my attention back to something else but how can you focus on something else when you are this position . The bell rang and I practically ran out the classroom , and walked to my locker to see Stacey , Dylan was right , the bitch is back . Oh damn . The minute her icy eyes saw me , she walked over and started to bully me all over again , "Oh my God! You are so much more ugly than before , I bet you could buy all the make up in the world and still look like trash" she laughed , then she must of heard about Niall and I , "Oh right , you and Niall are dating , I wonder if it's real this time since well you know" she gave a evil smile , "you know Niall and I used to have lots of fun a few years back , let's just say he was the best I've ever had , when you are done pretending to love each other , tell him to call me" she said and laughed , at this point I was crying . Hard . I ran straight into the girl's bathroom and cried , Stacey and Niall were a couple , she made feel so disgusted in myself , I AM ugly , Niall doesn't care , he feels sorry , Stacey is right , I'm nothing compared to others . I wiped my tears away and redid my make up , yeah Stacey is right . I'm ugly and fat too , I glanced at the open stall , maybe just once , I could become thinner and maybe became accepted ... As I crouched down and was about to make myself vomit , the door of the bathroom swung open , revealing , Lauren , Haanim and Rachel with shocked faces . Oh shit , I'm screwed .
"What the hell?!" Haanim practically yelled , she looked massively upset , Rachel was quick to add , "Did Stacey make you want to became bulimic?" she said , obviously upset along with Haanim , "I'm too shocked to say anything" Lauren said , I started to cry a bit , "I'm sorry guys , it's just that , I felt so disgusted with myself , I'm sorry" I said , they all have me a massive hug , they had worried looks on their faces , "What is it?" I said , Lauren gulped , "Stacey told the whole school these stupid rumours and one them was you only date Niall to be cool and he found out" she said , at that moment I broke down , after my little moment , I grabbed my back pack and raced to see Niall and practically everyone surrounding us , he looked pissed and hurt , "so you only date because I'm cool huh? I knew it! You are such an attention seeker , maybe you should fucking leave , I'm sure the whole god damn school would be so freaking happy if you left you , I hate you and I never want to talk to you again , we are finished" he said and left , leaving me heart - broken , perfect boys don't exist and this just proved it , before anyone could come comfort me , I ran to the office and begged them to call my aunt , he's right after all , no one wants me here and I'm leaving , no looking back .
A/N : oooohhh , what's gonna happen! Until the next update , eat oreos and wear onesies! Byeeex
