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Ryan's pov (still in a dress)
Well... uh, am I still gay after that?? What will I tell Conner? Wait what about Krys she's ten now, will she understand? I start having a panic attack, my breath gets hitched in the back of my throat. Alyssa now has a worried look on her face.
"Uhh Ryro, are you ok??" Alyssa asks.
"Uhum, uh yeah just worried about Conner's problem." I make up a lie, he really does have a problem with Vodka like Tyler. They both have drinking problems, but Tyler's gotten better with her drinking. She only drinks when she's at a bar or chilling with the whole group, but
even then she only drinks a little bit.
"Ryro, you sure your ok?" Tyro asks wanting an honest answer.
"Fuck, no I'm not okay." I say and Tyler opens her arms and pulls me into a hug. I let my fringe hide my face and let Tyro calm me. She leads me over to a chair or bench thing. We left Alyssa in there to find us all a dress. Yes, I agreed to wear a dress to the club.
"Hey, uhhhm, I'm sorry about that. I guess I uh, just got all caught up in the moment. And I uh, think Pete's cheating on me." Tyler said and let out a deep sigh.
"It's ok, I'm just worried about Conner and Krystal. Whenever no ones with him, he goes to the store and gets a bottle or two of vodka. It worries me. I'm afraid that one day I'll come home to him, full out drunk and when he wakes up he'll get pissed and fucking hit me again." I say and try to muffle a sob.
"Again? Ryan, it's happened before?" Tyler asked quite concerned.
"Yea after Patrick and Alyssa's engagement party. When he got home, he blamed a whole bunch of shit on me and hit me." I said and clung tighter to Tyler.
"Is that why you flinch whenever someone raises a hand or balls their fists." She asks and I nod. "I thought it was just a natural thing that you did."
"I just don't like it when he drinks. You've been through what he's dealing with before, right?" I asked.
"Yes, I have Ryan. It's not fun, no matter how good vodka tastes it's not healthy. And I have to stay healthy for my baby." She says putting a hand on her stomach. Me, her, and Pete are the only ones who know she's pregnant. I'm really happy for her, but I don't feel like Pete is the guy for her. If she thinks he's cheating we'll just have to find out our selves.
"Wait. Ty if you think that Pete's cheating why don't you tell him that your staying the night at my place, but then walk in the house when we're done shopping. Wouldn't that answer your question." I say my genius idea.
"That is a great idea, Ryan, but how would we get in without him knowing?" Tyler asks.
"Doesn't he listen to music or play the guitar whenever your gone and you usually walk in and he doesn't know because it's so loud?" I ask.
"Yea, this might actually work." Tyler says and pulls out her phone to text Pete.
"He said ok." Tyler said and we walked back in to find Alyssa trying to pick between a black or navy blue.
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If All Our Lives Were But A Dream (Book 2)
FanfictionA few years after the incident. Life's changed for everyone. Alyssa's married. Conner and Ryan are engaged. Tyler's got a job and is alive and healthy. Pete and Tyler might start a family. Dallon may be lonely for life. Well, that's what everyone t...
