"You are so lucky y/n." My best friend Chloe said. She was jealous that I was dating the hottest guy at school. Not only that but she was also jealous of my grades because I always got straight A's.
Ever since I started dating Wesley Rush almost a year ago I was known as the perfect girl because I was preppy smart and popular. But little do people know I was not always like this. Westley and I started dating when we were juniors. Most people thought we would never last because we were total opposites but hey opposites attract.
But lately that doesn't seem to be the case. He found out that I was raped when I was 14. I never told him. I told Chloe and my ex best friend Sophie only. Sophie told him and he asked me about it then I just said yes and I had to leave the conversation because I mentally can't talk about that.
He's very angry at me. He hasn't talked to me since he found out. He found out last week. I thought I could forget about it but nope. It's being brought up again.
"Y/n are you even listening to me!" Chloe slapped my face getting my attention.
"Ouch! What the hell was that for!" I gripped my cheek.
"I was telling you how jealous I am of you! And you were spacing out!" She said as I got up off her bed. "Are you ok, y/n?"
"No, but I don't want to talk about it. What time is it?" I asked taking my phone out from my pocket. On my screen was a message from Westley.
Westley <3: we need to talk. I'll pick you up in 30 minutes
"7:12, why what's up?" Chloe said.
"My Mom said I have to come home because it's Sunday night and it's getting late." I lied. My moms not even home right now.
"See you tomorrow Chlo." I waved goodbye and walked out to my car. I got inside and started to cry.
I know what's about to happen. He's going to try and have me talk about it with him. I waited two minutes before I backed out of Chloe's driveway and headed to my house. I had my radio on full blast. I pulled into my driveway and waited for Westley to show up.
About 10 minutes later he pulled in the driveway behind me. I got out of my car and made my way over to him with my head down the whole time. I opened the door. He turned off his car when I got in.
"I thought we were going somewhere." I broke the silence. I was trying to hide my nervousness but it didn't really work.
He looked over at me. "Why didn't you tell me you were raped?" He was serious.
"I- umm." I started to cry. He pulled me into a hug. "It's hard to tell someone because you never know how that person is going to react. I couldn't tell you about it because I'm scared."
"Have you told anyone? Besides... Sophie and Chloe. If not you need to tell the police." He comforted me.
"No, only them." I muttered moving away from him.
I looked at him and he looked very serious. I can't bring him into this. He's the captain of the football team. I can't make him stress about me.
"Who did it?" He asked. Each question he asked made me want to jump off a cliff. I can't do this anymore. He won't ever look at me the same way now that he knows so I must do what's best for him.
"I can't do this anymore Wes... I can't do us anymore. I'm sorry," I got out of his car and ran to my front door crying.
"Y/n wait!!" He said chasing after me.
I was almost to my front door but he was faster than me. His arms were wrapped around my waist. "I'm doing you a favor Wes! You don't want to know about that time of my life. It's only toxic. I'm not the right girl for you. You deserve way better than me. Please don't chase after me. It'll only make me feel worse. I love you Wes and I always will. But I'm sorry." I kiss ed his lips one more time and made my way to my front door. I make it inside without anymore interruptions.
Once I was inside I was crying. I locked the door and watched as Wes pulled out of the driveway. This is it, it's official Wes and I are over.
