Depending On A Thug's Love

Chapter 6: Seconds Away

*Kindia's POV*

I don't even remember getting in the car and driving off. The whole time I was driving, I couldn't help thinking about Key and if he was dead or not. Lord knows I can't lose him. We been through too much already. Me just thinking about him dying makes me want to die too. The moment I pulled up to the hospital, I hopped out and tried to walk as fast as I could into the hospital. The moment I went in, I checked at the desk to get what number he was in. The moment I got it, I was trying my best to hurry, but my feet started hurting. I just kept walking because seeing my brother was more important than anything. When I got close to the door, I could see the hall was almost packed, but the first thing I notice, was my mama. She had hatred, worried, and devastation on her face. I guess she could see me out the corner of her eye, because she looked up and turned her head towards me. Everybody was trying to see what she was looking at, so the turned around and looked at me. Thats when the whole pack got quiet. Mama walked up to me and took my hand. I looked her dead in her eyes and I could fear a tear forming, so I closed my eyes to keep it in, even though it slipped out.

*convo w/ mama*

Me: "Is he okay?"

Ma: " Baby, we won't know til later on."

Me: What happened?

Ma: "Sweetie, I dont want to-

Me: "Tell me what happened. Please!"

Ma: *hesitation* "He was trying to go after the people who raped you. I was at Sonic to get me a slushy then was about to head back home. I saw his car from a mile away. Then the car behind him started shooting at him, I guess because of retaliation. I heard like 8 of them, but when they shot the last bullet, it flew into his car and he swerved off and hit a tree that was on the sidewalk. *looking down, tears rolling down her eyes* If I would've known he was going to-"

Me: "Ma, Don't you dare blame this on yourself." I turned towards the crew and spotted Dope Boy. My emotions went from sad to mad then angry. For some reason, I feel like this was Dope Boy fault for not stopping him from starting trouble. When I looked into his eyes, I saw worried in his eyes. I had no reason to be mad at him. He walked up toward me and gave me a long, affectionate, caring hug. I wanted to stay in his arms forever. His cologne made me want to stay even longer. When we pulled away, thats when we saw the nurses rushing in towards Key room. Dope Boy, Mama, and I tried to go in but they wouldn't let us go in. I hoped that he will be okay and everything was alright, but I knew just then, that wasn't going to happen.

*30 minutes later*

Ma: Is everything okay ? Is he going to be alright ?

Dr.Richmond: "Ma'am, I'm so sorry. We tried our best, but your son past away."

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Crying. Yelling. People falling out. It all happened in seconds. I fell to my knees and let all my tears create rivers. Everybody crowded around me and tried to comfort me, but it was all too much. I wanted my brother back. I wanted to tell my brother that I love him again. I wanted to argue and fight with him then hug it out again. Without my brother, I wouldn't even make it through life. "Let go of me!" I cried between sobs. Dope Boy grabbed me up and hugged me for a long time as I cried. He picked me up and took me to my car. He put me in the passenger seat and he got in the driver seat. I wanted to ask him what he was doing and where he was going, but I had a major headache from all the crying I did, so I just sat back. A few minutes later, we arrived at my house. He got out the car and opened the door for me. "Where your house keys at?" He asked as I got out the car. I gave it to him then he grabbed my hand and walked me to the door. He unlocked it and walked me in then closed the door behind him.

*Convo w/ Dope Boy*

Me:"What are you doing?"

Db: "I'm gonna stay here with you for awhile."

Me: "Why?"

Db: "You don't need to be here by yourself, especially after what had just happened. I care too much for you to be here without nobody watching over you. Now I don't care if you don't like it, but I refuse to-"

Me: "Who said I didn't want you here?" He looked at me and smiled. "Come on and lets go to bed."

Db: "You got any covers or something?"

Me: "Why would you need covers?"

Db: "Don't you want me to sleep on the couch?"

Me: "No, I want you to sleep with me." He looked at me with a shocked expression, then smiled.

Db: "Okay." I grabbed his hand and took him upstairs. He laid on the bed as I went into the bathroom. I always go to bed with just a shirt on. I came out the bathroom, and Dope Boy facial expression went from shocked to happy. He took off his shirt and his pants, but left on his draws. He looked at me and licked his lips. I smiled at him and got in the bed. He got in and moved me closer to him. He moved me so close til I can feel him breathing on my neck and I can feel manhood on my butt. He wrapped his arms around my stomach and started whispering into my ear.

Db *whispering*: "I don't know why I haven't gotten with you sooner." I turned toward him and looked him in his eyes then smiled. I got ontop of him and his kissed his lips lightly. I went from his lips to his neck, started kissing chest, then back to his lips again. He flipped me over and held me down. He started kissing my neck, my breast, and started kissing my stomach. He was going down when my phone rang. "Pick that up for me." I told him.

*over heard phone convo*

Db: "Hello? ... Yes ma'am, we at home....You want us to come now or wait?....When this happen?....Was it a mistake they made?...Ok...Alright, Bye." He hung up the phone and looked at me. "What's wrong?" I asked him, raising up. Dope Boy paused, then took a deep breath. "Your Mama just called. She said that the doctors and nurses was working on Key when they discovered a heartbeat. He's breathing."