Take Another Step Forward

-Life Among The Normal- (Part 2)

  "...hello?" I could hear a small voice come from the other side of my room. It sounded weak and like a boy? I quickly get up from under the covers. I see the boy from before, the one from Jonathan's funeral. But this was different? The air around him seemed more cold? I may have not gotten close to him last time I saw him. But he had a warm and welcoming look. He started to chuckle and a echo of my name was filling the room. He seemed to be moving closer. The lights where flickering on and off. As he came closer blood started dripping down from the walls. "Wha~ what's going on?!" I whimpered, he pointed to my arms. And they were covered in blood and scars. He smiled and whispered, "You remind me of Jonathan, Before he killed himself?"
He spoke in a sweet tone. I was quickly forced up to my feet as a rope slithered around my neck. I could hear screaming. Louder and louder. And then......everything went black.

*BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP* I move around in my bed, my face sweaty and I felt cold. *gasp* I sit up, trying to catch my breath. "Wha? What just happened? Was that real." I quickly look down at my arms to check if there was still blood. It was gone. I look up at the walls of my room, nothing but posters and my calendar. My lights were off. The sun was coming into my room but then I look back at my calendar. Oh god?! Anything but that! I cover my face with one of my pillows. I'm not ready for school! I'm not ready for my first day! Everyone already knows each other. I don't want to seem like a little kid? But I can't go through yet another new school. I got kicked out of my last school. Apparently stealing left over spices for a spell wasn't appropriate for school?! It was so dumb!

I push away the dream I had and try to get ready. I'm sure it was nothing. I'm probably just freaked out by Jonathan's funeral a few weeks ago? Yeah! That's it.

"Y/N. You should get ready for school." My mother quietly says poking her head into my room. I fall over from her looking in. I only had one leg in my pants and she quietly just stared down at me. "......hurry up. You'll be late." She says before closing the door. What a waste of body? She's let this go too far? She should really just divorce my father already. But I wouldn't want to stay with him.

I walk down stairs and hear my father watching the news. My mother was probably back in bed. I was wearing my black jeans, a red sweater and my f/c converse. I walk out to the bus stop and see more people then I thought I would see? There was one girl with long black hair and green eyes, she was shorter then me and had a big fluffy coat on. Which I probably should've took into consideration? I'm freezing! She looks over at me and smiled she opened her mouth to speak but then heard the bus come around the corner. She closes her mouth and looks over to the bus, it had a rough stop? Just who's driving this bus so recklessly?!

The doors slam open and sitting there was a old man who smells like cigarettes and booze? He smiles showing off his yellow chipped teeth. Everyone walks up into the bus and I look forward at the tall boy walking in before me. He has curly hair that reminds me of Dustin from Stranger Things. I'm sure this guy is nothing like that bootyful bean Dustin? Uh? Anyway..... I sit down alone and the girl from before sits next to me. She smiles with her blue braces shining bright, she then looked over at me and said, "uh? I'm Jessie. I haven't seen you around her? Heh? Although not many people move here?" She moved her jacket more closely to her neck. Jessie looked at me more and waited for me to say something, ".... I'm Y/n, it's nice to meet you. And? Uh? Yeah we moved here for? A- a new kinda life.....I guess?" I sigh as she giggled. "You seem tired. Are you excited for your first day?" She smiled more at me?! She seems to be very chipper seeing that it's freezing outside? She had anime pins on her bag and a little rainbow flag pin on the side. "I guess I'm a little tired? *chuckles* I'm honestly a little scared....uh? ~'Think of something else to say?! What do I say??'~ Oh! This town is actually really small? Where do most people hang out around here?" I sheepishly smile at her. The bus stops again a lot harder then before?! ~

It gets dark....very dark?! And the guy from before stands in the ally way!! He smiled at me like he was insane. He whispers, "I'm not messing up this time..... I'll get this right."
It's only now when I no longer try and push away these feelings?! I'm more then petrified. I feel as if I'm not apart of my body?! Why is this guy doing this to me?! What did I do? What can I do?

He moves closer and snaps his fingers~

I'm now in a field of flowers, I finally feel at peace. It's quite. Its soothing here. There are bees buzzing around and butterflies happily flying about. But that's when it starts to rain. And I can feel my feet get heavy. So heavy... I hear someone coming?! It starts to rain harder. My feet still feel so heavy. I've never felt more helpless then this?! I collapse onto what was once fresh green grass. It's now hard and a yellowish brown. I feel something go deep into my stomach. My eyes are wide and glossy. I feel a warm liquid go down my legs. I look down to see my hands holding on tightly to a knife that is deep in my stomach. I fall back. But never hit the floor. I keep falling.....

"Uh? Hello? Y/N? I'm sorry to bother you? You seem to be day dreaming? But the bus driver says we need to get off the bus? You don't want to be late on your first day do you?!" She smiles weakly, she seems a little irritated that I didn't notice the bus was empty and I'm in the way of her leaving. "Oh?! I'm so sorry! We should get going?!" I nervously chuckle. 'This is gonna be a long day?' ...

A/N:
Hello! Sorry the chapter sucks. Oh?! And Merry Christmas! 💙✨

I hope you have an amazing night or day!!!!

Love~

Bella