Like We Used To (Zayn Malik)

Prolouge

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"Perrie I have a question?" I asked leaning with my two hands at the kitchen counter.

"Sure? What is it? "She said while decorating a cake which shows a figure of central park.

"How sure are you that Zayn really loves you?" I said while crushing my knuckles with my other hand feeling so nervous at the heat of the moment.

"I'm sorry Josh. What did you say?" She suddenly stopped from putting some icing in the lower part of the cake.

"Because lately you said that in baking you have to be committed.  You must be sure of the steps you're  gonna take ... how about you? How sure are you with Zayn?" I asked.

"What are you saying Joshua?" She replied with a smirk on her face.

"Uhmm, I didn't mean to offend you. I hope you don't mind, I'm just being realistic here." I told her then I went closer to her at the other side of the kitchen counter and hold her. "In fact, if you think about it, I may be helping the two of you if you're not really sure at each other." I continued while caressing her arms.

"Joshua? What are you talking about?" She replied.

"You need to face the truth Perrie, it's just logic if there's even a slightest ounce of doubt in you, Shouldn't you let him go? Shouldn't you letting him be with the person he loves and want? Just think Perrie, if you end it now, it can actually save the both of you from having a miserable future." I said in a convincing type of voice.

"Are you sick Joshua?" Perrie  said while trying to put her hand in my neck making sure if I'm not sick but I cut it by a slap in her hand making the icing bag thrown away.

"Stop being nice Perrie! Stop patronizing me! We both know that we can't be nice to each other!" I screamed at her because I felt the angriness just boiled and bursted out from me.

"And why?"she said and I can feel a little nervous at her.

"Because I'm his Ex. I'm the love of his life. I'm his past. I own a big part of him that you'll never ever get!" I told her while tears running from my face. "So please just let him go? Just let him be happy with the man that he loves!" I continued while seeing tears running from perrie's face.

"What? Man that he loves? Your his best friend, right? You know, maybe your just assuming. My boyfriend is not like you! So stop having some fantasies with my fiancee!" she said angrily.

"So what Perrie ?" I continued because she is not with me as she continue doing her thing. "Are you just going to leave it like this? Don't you know why men commits adultery is because they just choose to settle. Is that what you want? Don't tell me that you were never threatened by me Perrie, you were never jealous of me? What if you were just a rebound? Perrie I loved him first!" I yell at her.

"What are you talking about! Zayn is not gay like you! Yes I got jealous at you in a way as his best friend but not as a lover and i wasn't threatened by you. And there are no things such as past when it comes to you and him!" She yelled back at me.

"Its because that's what you thought! And yes there is! I still love him! And he still loves me. So please Perrie . Just let him go. Just set him free. Please." I pleaded her in a low tone voice.

"No! Zayn is honest and faithful to me! He wouldn't lie to me because he loves- " she replied then I cut her.

"Oh c'mon Perrie! We both know Zayn! We know he's not capable of hurting someone intentionally?" I yelled again at her.

"Okay, so how sure are you that he loves you more?" Perrie asked me with a grin on her face while putting down the spatula.

"Because I saw it in his eyes....I felt it when he touched me, when he held me.....I felt it when he kissed me..... Slowly, passionately..... A kissed that pierces through your soul...... A kiss that tells you he likes it too!" I confessed to her that causes her to burst her tears out from her eyes. After a seconds of silence and crying of everything she speak.

"Do you mean-" she asked but I suddenly cut her.

"Yes Perrie! More than what you think I mean." I told her.

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Hey!

And that's how my prologue goes. Do you feel sorry about Perrie? How about Josh?

Well your gonna meet them soon, So please read my story. Thanks.

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Zoshua Malikson