Like We Used To (Zayn Malik)

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Dear Zayn,

I have a confession to make. I hate to admit that this is a really awkward thing to do. I also had to admit that even then i had something special in you.

You are by far the coolest best friend i ever had. Days, weeks,months passed by i don't know if its because i opened my heart to you. I never thought life could be more exciting. I loved every moment. I loved every bit of you. Your craziness, your unpredictability, your unique attitude. Because of you i started to believing in myself.

More than four years from now, I still don't know why ? I told myself to forget this feeling to preserve you as my best friend. But fuck! Its still on my heart. I cant fight this feeling anymore. Even though I'm not in our hometown anymore, i still go visit there in my uncle. But that's what you know. Don't you know that the reason why i always come back there is YOU? It is so that I have a reason to go there. Remember those days?

Last thing, I just wanted answers. For those questions that i had for how many years.

If there is really nothing i will resolve myself to stop bothering you. That's why I'm sending this letter four years since the day I moved. Its because I still love you.

I will do everything to have you back. I won't ever lose hope, knowing that one day I'll be back in your life. I won't ever lose hope.

Love,

Joshua

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(Joshua's POV)

I'm here. I'm back at the one place where I used to be. I had so many memories in here. I missed this place. But now I'm back as a new person. I'm not the old josh people used to know me. Well, I just took a masteral degree at Barcelona, Spain. Thanks to my stepfather.

"Joshkie?" I think someone's calling me and I think I remember that voice and when I look who is it I saw ....

"Joshkie! Its me Louis. Don't you remember me?" He said and I was like err but I already know him. He's Louis as he just said. He is one of my friends. He is kind a brunette with a blue eyes.

"Oh? Yes I do. How can I forget that face? So how are you?" I replied.

" I'm fine. You've changed a lot! Wow. I remember when we were just young. But now, look at you?" He was really amazed at me.

"What are you doing here at the airport by the way?" I asked him trying to change the topic.

"Oh? I was waiting for our architect because today is he's arrival but there seems to be a problem?" Louis said.

"Like what?" I replied.

"He said that he's arrival is between 8am to 10am but I was here since seven and its 2pm and still he's not showing up." He replied.

"Whats with the architect by the way? Are you gonna--?" I wondered.

"Make a dream come true! Were gonna build our own restaurant! Me, Liam and Zayn. Isn't that great?" He proudly told to me.

But wait a fucking minute. Did he just said Zayn? Zayn Malik? The guy who-- Then I was cut by him.

"Joshkie Are you alright?"He asked.

"Yeah, I'm fine! Look Lou, I think I better go. Thanks for the time. Bye !" Then I went to the exit then wait for a taxi not minding that I left Louis and its because of my nervousness. I look awful especially when I get shamed.

A couple of minutes ago and I'm still not leaving in the fucking airport. But suddenly a black car stopped in front of me.

"You know? It will take hours before you get a cab so I think it'll be a pleasure taking you to your destination Joshkie!" Its Louis and i think that he failed of getting the architect he supposed to and I said yes. I got no choice. I'm tired . I wanna go home.

"Where's your house joshkie?" He asked me while driving.

"Can I have a favor? Will you stop calling me that? Were not children anymore? Please?" I told him because its just not comfortable for me. I mean, hello? Were grown ups!!

"What? Its just like the old days. I remember Zaynie gave you that name? Am I right?" He asked reminding me of Zayn. It was a little awkward so I intentionally changed the topic.

"So where's your architect?" I asked.

"He didn't come. So I think we better find a new one to make it." He replied then something came up to my mind. What if I tell this guy that I'm an architect so I can have a reason to see him?

"Well, you know you've been waiting, looking for someone. Then you didn't realize that the person you really need is always been with you all the time?" I told him.

"What?" He asked.

"I'm an architect you jerk! Joshua Anderson is a fucking architect now!" I proudly said.

"What the fuck! You are a really successful man now huh?" He said. "I'll just gonna tell them. I'm sure they'll be happy."

"I hope so." I replied then we came to the apartment where my best friend is. "Thank you Lou! Have a safe night.

"Uhmm, Joshua wait a minute! Can I have your number? In case migo agreed so that I can call you right away?"

"Uhhmm sure?" I said then I gave him my number."Whos migo by the way?" I asked.

"Oh? He is our co-owner." She replied talking through the car window.

We said goodbye to each other. Then he went gone. Then i went upstairs where my best friends apartment is. She said it was 1601 at 16th floor. It wasn't locked so I came in. Then I heard someone screaming in pleasure. Fuck! Is that my best friend?

"Oh yeah! Right there! Right there baby! Ahhhh fill me! Yes!" The girl at the apartment screams that it made me stopped inside the hallway. Is it her? I don't think so? Then I continued to walk then the I confirmed that it really was her.

"Pia!? What on earth are you doing? And who is that guy?!" I asked her in a shocking way. I can't believe that my best friend is fucking with a guy in the couch while watching DVD. I can't believe that she is the dominant one.

By the way she is Pia Olegario. She is my new best friend together with Rej McGustin. Pia is a brunettte. Fair skin complexion. And she is a bit of a pervert.

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