Entry #18

17 3 0
                                    

Dear Diary,

I tried it last night, on my thighs. The article to do it where no one would see it so they won't know. It felt good. At first there was pain but it gradually started felling really good. Almost like you feel that everything will be okay. I recalled of every bad thing that everyone said about me. I cut once for every person. I cut once for every humiliating event that happened. Every word Seka, people in Ikebukuro; every stupid reason i could come with why Hikaru is avoiding me, I cut. I try not to push too deep. I'm not trying to kill myself, just relieve the pain.

Thanks for listening,                                                                                                           Izaya Orihara

Amnesiac DiaryWhere stories live. Discover now