Update 1 (Oct 11. 9:48 PM)

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Hey, I meant to do this yesterday but there has been such a flood of comments on this I have just been overwhelmed trying to read them all. There are a lot of common suggestions so I will try to address those now.
     To all those saying that it might be a heart attack, stroke, anurism...ect. I have checked my pulse various times and it has been sitting around a steady 65-75 every time. I have none of the other symptoms for a heart attack and none of the other conditions mentioned even have elevated heart rate as a symptom. Besides as shown by my pulse I don't have an elevated heart rate. Just an inexplicably loud one. Maybe you are right about seeing a doctor though. It could be some weird thing I don't know about.
     Some of you guys's suggestions have just been downright disgusting. I mean come on guys if you didn't catch it in the original post I am a Christian. I am not going to do that, and no one ask "what aren't you going to do?" like an idiot. You all know which comments I am talking about.
     I have seen that quite a few of you have suggested ASMR. I have not tried it and I have no intention to. The second I type ASMR into YouTube I would just be asking for cancer. Also I think the vague, semi-sexual overtone of the whole practice would do more harm than good.
     For those of you saying try music. Refer to the original post. 
     For those of you posting pictures of random girls you found off the internet and asking if it is Jane. Refer to the original post.
     For those of you saying that it is probably just nerves or excitement and that it will go away soon. Refer to the original post.
     Anyway it is still there. Been trying to distract myself with schoolwork and chores but it is no use. I think it may be getting louder. It took me a whole hour after getting in bed to get to sleep last night just because of that incessant beating. Normally when something is regular your brain is supposed to tune it out but it isn't happening with this. I just laid there listening to it pumping away. I think if not for exhaustion I would have never slept. The sleep wasn't good either. I kept dreaming about Jane. Some people would say that is a good thing but trust me it is not. It was that kind of half awake dream that keeps you from actually getting any rest. It is like my mind keeps planing out this whole imaginary romance with her and I can't stop it no matter how ridiculous it is. Hopefully tonight I can get more sleep. Will update again soon. Thank you all again.

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